James Condor's Transits

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Re: James Condor's Transits

Post by Jim Eshelman » Sat Jan 06, 2018 9:59 am

Steve and I touched on this in the Solar Return thread. Yes, Pluto is minutes from your Sun, Uranus has been circling your Ascendant, Neptune is a couple of minutes from square your Uranus, Saturn has been dominating half your chart for weeks... and the SSR around the corner shows the need, and many opportunities, to hurl yourself into dreams and adventure. (To be continued in the other thread.)
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Re: James Condor's Transits

Post by Jim Eshelman » Sat Jan 06, 2018 10:19 am

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Sat Jan 06, 2018 7:09 am
Maybe the weather has been getting me down; it isn't helping at least. TPluto along with nUranus foreground is quite heavy. I have been feeling tense, bored, wanting a new life. I have felt isolated. I have felt empty. But, I am not stuck. I am not destructive. I have had a more difficult time expressing my true thoughts and feelings. Mostly, I have had a difficult time accepting my life. I feel I should be trying to focus on my desires, my future. Should I move to a 'better' town? Should I pursue more satisfying work? Should I try to motivate and push myself more? Should I focus more on being a better person? Focus on relationships with family? What risks will I, or won't I take. And my girlfriend, I love, but, she wants to settle down and live together. She doesn't flow well with allowing me to just be.
This was posted January 6, 2018, 7:09 AM, Valparaiso, IN. At the time it was posted (the moment the Submit button was clicked), a triple-conjunction of Sun-Venus-Pluto wa 2-3° below Ascendant, exactly trined by Moon, all of them sextiled an exact Mars-Jupiter conjunction. It was a powerful moment, with so much going on... but reasonably representative of what is expressed in your post.

To start (and keep this relatively brief and compact), the Sun-Venus-Pluto conjunction, which is a close (but not foreground) feature of your upcoming SSR, shows reassessment and readiness for change in areas of identity and romance. The Moon aspects zero in and make this even more strong, more personal. The Mars-Jupiter is really vital, vibrant - lusty, positive action, industrious, throw it all to the wind. All of these interweave in more minute ways.

Potentially, we could experiment with this as a horary chart. It isn't exactly a question, but there are implied questions in it, and it meets what I think are the correct "mechanical" requirements, that something powerful and clear inside you (psychologically) came forth into the real world by being expressed in the action of communicating it.

In this case, I would read it much the same way: The Sun-Venus-Pluto rising, powerfully aspected, is the main force of what was rising (!) up inside you, burst for expression into the world. The Ascendant sign has been tending to show themes consistent with the question, and with Sagittarius rising we could just reiterate that this is about you - your strong Sagittarian nature - or say it is a question about "distant horizons," aspiration, rising up and out, etc. (Your Sun was in the rising foreground when this was posted.)

Moon (always important in horary) is in the 8th house, so this is really an question of psychological content bubbling up from the depths. Moon is applying almost immediately (0°40', 0°53') to the Mars-Jupiter, so your next step is positive action.

(I'm not sure this other way of looking at the chart makes much difference, but I'm experimenting these days with how to "find our footing" in a renewed horary or quasi-horary model.)
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Re: James Condor's Transits

Post by SteveS » Sat Jan 06, 2018 11:26 am

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Re: James Condor's Transits

Post by James Condor » Sat Jan 06, 2018 4:35 pm

Thanks for the reply! I don't know anything about the horary chart, and please do one, if you it's worth it.
Its sorta crazy, the feelings I've been having, and this morning when I posted. I felt heavy, irritated, short of breath, but needing to talk to someone about this bizarre, state. This feeling of-what the heck am I doing here. Also, lately, of wanting to being free to create a new life at all costs. Everything I've worked for, every experience I've been through, the years of life, necessary, but no longer important. The apartment I've lived in for years, the people I've known, the town I've known, seems redundant. Its really scary. Its almost like a bad dream where I am trapped, living a life I've already lived. It looks like everything is slowly fading. It looks like people are sorta acting roles, going through the motions of what's expected. Of course, this is just perception, I am not ranting.
Specifically I have noticed the urge to break through. I see two choices-live the same, or pursue exactly what I want. I am mature, older now, than thoughts similar to these over the years. I feel, I need to trust myself and others, and surrender to. When I do relax, and focus, I feel like I did as a freshman in college, in a new place, with a new role and my entire future ahead of me. However it isn't easy. Change isn't easy. The same is safer. The same seems like suicide. Fake. Cowardly, stubborn, fearful.
I would love to find my footing! I do not recognize anything. Where has the past gone and where do I belong. More so, how to get back to myself in a way I enjoy; a satisfying life

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Re: James Condor's Transits

Post by James Condor » Sat May 19, 2018 7:10 am

Is this Chiron?

T Sun conjunct nChiron. Current

Big picture clarity. Forgetfulness, on minor details. Like, short term memory. Focused. Focused on self. Priorities clear. Did I text her goodnight? Did I get back to her? Does it matter is not ever a question on these details. What happened a second ago, a minute ago. Idk!? What!? But, damn, I feel good. Like in a flow. Tensions eased or ...where are they? Sleep quality heightened. Not emotionally reactive, like in big picture. Not essence but do notice surface form, images. Dream like but no confusion, clarity. Slower time.
Is this Chiron?
Maybe its Sun in Taurus?

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Re: James Condor's Transits

Post by James Condor » Sat May 26, 2018 7:38 am

I'm really feeling tSun sequisquare n Sun. I didn't know this transit was happening until I realized a certain fed up ness or being more straight forward with myself and others. A more of what I want. More direct. Direction.

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Re: James Condor's Transits

Post by James Condor » Sun Oct 28, 2018 9:14 am

TPluto conjunct n Sun-
Where to begin with all my transits? I think this transit has diluted past ideas, labels, beliefs and such to the point where isolation happens because habitual past attachments are becoming less attached. It has been showing me something I can't quite put my finger on. Its physical and psychological, but the psychological hasn't been easy to communicate.
So a 'dark, underground feeling" in the isolated, different, weird, going your own way because this is the only way.

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Re: James Condor's Transits

Post by Jim Eshelman » Sun Oct 28, 2018 9:21 am

When old maps don't show the terrain any longer, it takes a while to learn to read the new maps, which usually are written in a new language.
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Re: James Condor's Transits

Post by James Condor » Sun Oct 28, 2018 9:25 am

That's interesting. A new language.

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Re: James Condor's Transits

Post by James Condor » Sat Nov 03, 2018 12:09 pm

TUranus opposite nMars is nuts in the aggressive, competitive, industrious nature I am feeling. It seems to make me more confident. Work is frustrating me yet I am more involved and enjoying the skills.

Yesterday and today feel more like Saturn to me but I see no Saturn effect.

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Re: James Condor's Transits

Post by Jim Eshelman » Sat Nov 03, 2018 1:06 pm

Saturn how? (I could take "feels like Saturn" in several ways.)

I also don't see anything obviously Saturn today. However (a minor factor) your Natal Quotidian has natal Uranus on an angle yesterday and today. Feeling accelerated needs for freedom often feels like "things are too restricting." Just a thought...

Oh - again, a minor factor - if we're talking quotidians, your Solar Quotidian (SSR quotidian) has transiting Saturn on an angle today; but if it were this, I'd expect you to feel it for most of the last week as the angle crossed SSR Saturn and then switched to transiting Saturn.
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Re: James Condor's Transits

Post by James Condor » Sun Nov 04, 2018 7:16 am

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Saturn how? (I could take "feels like Saturn" in several ways).

I felt I had too much to do and too little time and too much work. It was a struggle. Friday at work I felt I had enough time to finish a project, but I made too many mistakes and was unproductive. It stuck with me all night. How could I have gotten so little work done. What a waste, I thought. Saturday morning awoke with little rest and was on the move the entire day. No nap, allot of caffeine, very busy (tMercury n Sun) . I did house chores all morning which was unexpected. Then had a frustrating phone call with a tux rental worker. She thought I was the groom even though I told her I wasn't right away. She didn't listen. Then I spent too much time at a friends house . I expected him to have food because I was there for 3 hours. He made brownie cookies. I ate those then a late dinner when I got home. Too much sugar on an empty stomach.
Couldn't sleep hardly. Too much on mind. Allot of mental planning.

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