Ongoing Character Development

[Avshalom Binyamin]

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[Veronica]

Great minds think alike my old friend....
I was posting something similiar.

When my friend Mike asked me about astrology and had me look at his chart....i thought of you....Virgo Stellium brothers.

I wanted to explain to him in a language he would resonate with, what the theory behind astrology was. He also is really into music, house music and funky dj stuff, so I used music as my metaphorical language, the slow bass beat, the high winds, the pulsing strings and he got it.

One of the things though that I was acutely aware of was his down side, the negative. Dwelling in the past stuff.
He had just lost to tragic overdoses 3 important people and was genuinely looking for hope or at least a repreve.

So I told him my secret, the words I tell myself when I need them to remind me of what I Know as a greater truth. I pull them out of my pocket like the ace of hearts when I need them. You have a huge mystical background so I can sum it up for you

You soul is apart of the soul of Nature.
Your star chart is a contract that you agreed to undertake because Nature Will express all points of possibilities.
Nature said I need to expierence what this specific chart is like and you lovingly went forth bc at that Time you were accutely aware that all things come from a source of love and to that source of love you will return and you have within you all the possibilities allready.

I told my friend, before I showed him a picture of his chart, to remember that no matter what these angles and aspects show, they dont show everything, that he could at any moment choose to be or expierence any of the mirade of possibilities of other things not show and to not let the tendencies of habitiual patterns bind him into believing he could not exhault himself and overcome any challenge.

Being mindfully and open heartedly present in tbe moment is key. I think of an actor, who has a role to play and how the human being transforms herself into being that new possibilty, not letting the actors personality shade the character being portrayed.

In some schools of thought it is taught that a soul can be reborn and start a fresh without physicially dying but through an initation into a knew way of perceiving the world.

Everyday we are born anew with a clean slate and free from the ties that bound us to the past. All ways remember you can achieve anything even if you cant see how. With love all things are possible.

[Avshalom Binyamin]

Thanks Veronica. It's a good reminder that our personality structures are not everything about us. <3

[Veronica]

Love you Virgos who can say in less then 11 words what takes me 10000:)

[Lance]

I not good at what you’re asking for. I do, however, respect your authenticity and vulnerability.

I just don’t think you’re all that bad. Lol

[Avshalom Binyamin]

I didn't say "all bad" (that would be much simpler). And I'm not beating myself up over it.

Though, now that I think about it, maybe it's more about playing up the Angel/Devil motif consciously as a way of diffusing the tension between the two sides. I know for certain it isn't about spiritual fanaticism.

[Lance]

You have me pondering along the lines of wholeness versus goodness. Perfection versus Will.

Just thinking. Not trying to sidetrack your thread.

[Avshalom Binyamin]

It's all good.

[Soft Alpaca]

I can't represent that Virgo energy, and I won't pretend to try, nore do I question where I'm going (my Pluto-Moon and Capricorn Mars simply outrule my Jupiter and Sun being holly and moral bull shit).

I do feel the mercury connection you have however. I think it was a good choice to work in your emotional state over mind and analytics (and your clearly were able to properly analyze where you need work).

I find you humbling, a trait that is lacking by most of the world. I can speak about self hatred and harm espically because online I'm often seen as an attention whore/narrisist/arogant know it all, when rather in real life I realise how ignorant I am. However that's enough on me. I love the Latin-Hispanic culture (yes I am a bit biased) I think that in an emotional level their culture cuts deeper than most [as it is literaly taught to treat people as family]. Your emotions could rather flourish in a place where this is displayed.

[Soft Alpaca]

I'm not going to tell you not to hate yourself, people need to be their own hero's and I advocate for tough love. Just I ask you keep in mind that you live with you everyday, and at the end of the day it is you and only you that you can count 100% on to be there.

[Avshalom Binyamin]

Oh, I don't hate myself.

And I can count on the universe to be there even when I'm not. That's what it does. It be there.

[Soft Alpaca]

We share the same perspective on the universe then I see.