Scales: My SLR for 29th Jan 2017
Posted: Sun May 14, 2017 4:09 pm
Jan 27, 2017
Hi guys,
As I've mentioned in an earlier post in Steve's "Thank You Lord" thread (or some thread named similar to that), I'm going to have an SLR on the upcoming 29th of January 2017, 6:06:44 AM local time, in Klang, Malaysia as usual.
Here are the charts of my return and its mundoscope respectively:
My birth details are in the "Archive of forum participant birth data" thread.
Most-to-least angular planets (I'll list them in the angle they're most close if a planet is angular by two angles or more):
Jupiter 0°20' from MC
Pluto 1°04' above the eastern horizon
Uranus 1°55' after anticulminating
Mercury 2°07' above Ascendant
all of them measured in mundo.
No natal planets angular, but my SSR Mercury-Uranus opposition falls on the SLR's MC-IC/Zenith-Nadir axis fairly, but SSR Uranus may be partile on the IC. SLR Uranus partile opposes SSR Mercury.
I humbly request and would really like you guys to give in your input and insight on how this SLR may manifest in my life. I'm getting an idea of the theme of this SLR (change, most definitely) but hey, nothing's wrong in asking and getting some extra clarification.
To give a current perspective on my life, it's really mundane. Time is passing by in full speed but I'm oblivious to it, feeling literally nothing most of the time, at times depressed, rarely truly elated. I'm really inactive (especially physically and socially) and my lifestyle's repetitively sedentary. Just browsing the internet and doing astrology. Notice that I have Saturn and Neptune on my SSR angles.
I've finished my SPM exams last 30th November, and my results are only out later this March. To not waste my time staying at home (as my mother puts it, because as for me, I feel better at home than being in the outside world), I've been searching for a job since early January, but I haven't been selected to get into anything. My parents say I look weaker than ever and my father asked about my current virility. My virility is fine as usual, but since my dad asked about my bodily health since never, I actually got disgusted when he did. IMHO he should've asked things like those from me way earlier, like when I was 13/14 or something if he cared so much about me instead of my sisters. And it was my mother who made him ask me about it.
So yeah, my mother thinks my apparent weak-ness and lack of energy and sparkle in my speech made my possible employers to lose interest and trust that I'll be hard worker. Perhaps she's right.
Love is not the no.1 thing going in my life right now as it did during my last SSR, but yeah, my current SSR Moon aspects natal Venus (which is fairly angular at MC) so yes, I still have a need to be loved. But SSR Moon also aspects natal Pluto (which is also moderately angular) so I really have a need to get away from this country and start life afresh somewhere else, preferably where my SSR and future SSRs would be benefic and my natal benefics are angular. I don't think I'll like it to really be into the social life here at this time, not without coming out of my closet and everyone being comfortable about it. I actually feel like I would be back-stabbed and insulted by my school crush's friends (if not himself, though some his friends are really shitty people) and be harassed by them for being a homosexual. I'm afraid most of my friends now secretly know my sexuality because of them (my crush's friends) and I don't know what they (my friends) are thinking of me if they do know so. I'm thinking of this because my sister herself (which is from my crush's school year) sometimes makes shady remarks about my homosexuality, like "there're no cute guys in this TV show, why're you watching this?" in a somewhat homophobic tone. I'm somewhat afraid my SSR Saturn-Neptune's "removal theme" may manifest as me getting exiled from my country because of my sexuality, either by law or by the [predominantly, if not apparently] homophobic people here.
Most of my friends and classmates are in private colleges now (using their mock/trial SPM results) and my parents don't have the money to enrol me in a non-public/non-government university (public university semesters only start at June). (My parents are really broke and are hoping that I'd get a scholarship with my results when they get released in order to pursue higher education.) Some of my friends are travelling, and some are always having outings with other friends. Makes me yearn to be in their shoes (and yes, I'm somewhat jealous of them), but then again I didn't make myself any true close friends at school to go outings with or invite me in when they plan to.
I'd really love it to move somewhere else, focus on my ambition/further my studies and improve my life instead of being here and letting my past and insecurities possibly haunt me (Neptune on IC?) and ruin my future (Saturn on Asc?). Perhaps that'll happen when Uranus opposes my Sun later this April.
So yeah, what do you guys think of my upcoming SLR? Perhaps this could bring the change I wanted, but with Pluto, it could go either way, and therefore I'm really worried. From tomorrow till the 16th of February, Jupiter makes a brief semisquare transit to my natal Pluto, suggesting I'll get my much wanted/needed separation, though the transit orbs aren't too tight (closest Jupiter gets to exactly [0°00'] semisquaring my Pluto would be 0°52') as Jupiter will get stationary and will retrogress back into earlier Virgo, so I'm not sure how this transit will work out for me.
Hi guys,
As I've mentioned in an earlier post in Steve's "Thank You Lord" thread (or some thread named similar to that), I'm going to have an SLR on the upcoming 29th of January 2017, 6:06:44 AM local time, in Klang, Malaysia as usual.
Here are the charts of my return and its mundoscope respectively:
My birth details are in the "Archive of forum participant birth data" thread.
Most-to-least angular planets (I'll list them in the angle they're most close if a planet is angular by two angles or more):
Jupiter 0°20' from MC
Pluto 1°04' above the eastern horizon
Uranus 1°55' after anticulminating
Mercury 2°07' above Ascendant
all of them measured in mundo.
No natal planets angular, but my SSR Mercury-Uranus opposition falls on the SLR's MC-IC/Zenith-Nadir axis fairly, but SSR Uranus may be partile on the IC. SLR Uranus partile opposes SSR Mercury.
I humbly request and would really like you guys to give in your input and insight on how this SLR may manifest in my life. I'm getting an idea of the theme of this SLR (change, most definitely) but hey, nothing's wrong in asking and getting some extra clarification.
To give a current perspective on my life, it's really mundane. Time is passing by in full speed but I'm oblivious to it, feeling literally nothing most of the time, at times depressed, rarely truly elated. I'm really inactive (especially physically and socially) and my lifestyle's repetitively sedentary. Just browsing the internet and doing astrology. Notice that I have Saturn and Neptune on my SSR angles.
Yes.Donald Bradley wrote:t. SATURN aspecting t. NEPTUNE
...It saps the body of its 'animal heat,' the emotions of their esthetic ardor, and the mind of its quick-wittedness...
Yes, but not so much now, as I'm not as depressed as I was earlier this month, though I wasn't that frequently depressed to consider myself on my way into a nervous breakdown....The native may feel that kind of fatigue which is the forerunner of nervous breakdowns...
Yes, at times I get too passionate on petty jealousies and "revenge schemes" that I ultimately won't follow (not that I can if I want to) that have no true profound reason for me to be so. Now it's somewhat more in control....He becomes petty in his ways of thinking by constant suspicions and jealousies, and frequently may even voice such wishes as that his enemies might die...
I've finished my SPM exams last 30th November, and my results are only out later this March. To not waste my time staying at home (as my mother puts it, because as for me, I feel better at home than being in the outside world), I've been searching for a job since early January, but I haven't been selected to get into anything. My parents say I look weaker than ever and my father asked about my current virility. My virility is fine as usual, but since my dad asked about my bodily health since never, I actually got disgusted when he did. IMHO he should've asked things like those from me way earlier, like when I was 13/14 or something if he cared so much about me instead of my sisters. And it was my mother who made him ask me about it.
So yeah, my mother thinks my apparent weak-ness and lack of energy and sparkle in my speech made my possible employers to lose interest and trust that I'll be hard worker. Perhaps she's right.
Love is not the no.1 thing going in my life right now as it did during my last SSR, but yeah, my current SSR Moon aspects natal Venus (which is fairly angular at MC) so yes, I still have a need to be loved. But SSR Moon also aspects natal Pluto (which is also moderately angular) so I really have a need to get away from this country and start life afresh somewhere else, preferably where my SSR and future SSRs would be benefic and my natal benefics are angular. I don't think I'll like it to really be into the social life here at this time, not without coming out of my closet and everyone being comfortable about it. I actually feel like I would be back-stabbed and insulted by my school crush's friends (if not himself, though some his friends are really shitty people) and be harassed by them for being a homosexual. I'm afraid most of my friends now secretly know my sexuality because of them (my crush's friends) and I don't know what they (my friends) are thinking of me if they do know so. I'm thinking of this because my sister herself (which is from my crush's school year) sometimes makes shady remarks about my homosexuality, like "there're no cute guys in this TV show, why're you watching this?" in a somewhat homophobic tone. I'm somewhat afraid my SSR Saturn-Neptune's "removal theme" may manifest as me getting exiled from my country because of my sexuality, either by law or by the [predominantly, if not apparently] homophobic people here.
Most of my friends and classmates are in private colleges now (using their mock/trial SPM results) and my parents don't have the money to enrol me in a non-public/non-government university (public university semesters only start at June). (My parents are really broke and are hoping that I'd get a scholarship with my results when they get released in order to pursue higher education.) Some of my friends are travelling, and some are always having outings with other friends. Makes me yearn to be in their shoes (and yes, I'm somewhat jealous of them), but then again I didn't make myself any true close friends at school to go outings with or invite me in when they plan to.
I'd really love it to move somewhere else, focus on my ambition/further my studies and improve my life instead of being here and letting my past and insecurities possibly haunt me (Neptune on IC?) and ruin my future (Saturn on Asc?). Perhaps that'll happen when Uranus opposes my Sun later this April.
So yeah, what do you guys think of my upcoming SLR? Perhaps this could bring the change I wanted, but with Pluto, it could go either way, and therefore I'm really worried. From tomorrow till the 16th of February, Jupiter makes a brief semisquare transit to my natal Pluto, suggesting I'll get my much wanted/needed separation, though the transit orbs aren't too tight (closest Jupiter gets to exactly [0°00'] semisquaring my Pluto would be 0°52') as Jupiter will get stationary and will retrogress back into earlier Virgo, so I'm not sure how this transit will work out for me.
Though if Pluto wasn't involved I'd consider this SLR to be benefic.
