Solunars by Aldebaran Sidereal Academy

Oct 04, 2015
It's a sad fact that in my 30's I've truly learned about what adaptability means in a lunar sense, looking back on it, I wonder if having a background moon in the 8th house could be a reflection of my emotional problems gone wild. It's very odd, I always looked for a words to describe the way I felt when confronted with life's difficult situations and now I know, it was lack of adaptability, sometimes it can feel like a real prison, what I want to know is would it be beneficial to any vocation to move to an area where the moon is middle ground or background to an area where the moon is foreground? I guess that becoming highly aware of this flaw is the first step, but I really don't think I could possibly be that successful under the micro-society in which I currently inhabit. I was looking at the natal charts of highly successful supermodels who have gone onto to other truly successful careers in the beauty industry as well as the entertainment industry, and they have one thing in common, foreground Moon/Pluto aspects. Tyra Banks has Moon/Pluto in the foreground and has gone on to be a high fashion model at a young age, then after going through puberty she found success as a commercial model, and although she retired from the modeling industry she rejoined it in 2010, but she's also had a highly successful run as a talk show host, author, reality TV producer and host. Lauren Hutton as well has a close Moon/Pluto conjunction in the foreground which has landed her as a highly professional model, actress, and she has built a small cosmetics empire. I really love how these women have been able to adapt in their professions by finding loopholes and then figuring out a way that their talents or gifts can fit through said loopholes which is very reflective of Moon/Pluto. Even though most can never aspire to the heights of people like Hutton and Banks, I wanted to know if there are some similarities between foreground moons and or relocated foreground moons and people who can naturally thrive in society? I also wanted to know if my depression will get worse relocated to the North East since I have a three degree trine between Moon/Saturn.

I do like the Moon/Pluto aspect, but in reference to relocation, I was just talking about the moon. It's always been difficult for me to adapt, but it's become more of an issue as I've become an adult seeking independence, it's been a huge source of my anxiety throughout life, and I am barely learning what's actually causing it, having an angular Mercury, Pluto on Vertex and Mars/Uranus makes things 10 times as worse(especially with Mars being the planet of resistance). I believe the whole middleground moon may be leading myself to believe that I may have some form of autism. Fitting with Saturn waxing (15 minutes) over my natal moon, in minor hard aspect I would feel this way. It's very odd, last time Saturn squared my moon was in Virgo, looking back on it, it felt like a lot of the anxiety was not around the illness itself, but the flexibility/adaptability I was very much lacking to deal with it. The odd thing is that despite the fact that security is an illusion, you have to be adaptable to really enhance your sense of security. To survive, you must adapt.
As for the relocation to New York or Syracuse, I am really keeping my eye open to that, the benevolence of Jupiter with the ephemeral nature of Neptune might really make me human again(metaphorically speaking). Working as a nurse and perusing a career in show biz especially with my angular sun would seem like a nice idea, I wonder if the abrasive reality I have had to live with will sort of round out my Venus/Jupiter/Neptune, making me less vulnerable to the victimization this aspect can create.