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Planning Around a return to School
Posted: Wed May 17, 2017 8:52 pm
by Venus_Daily
Aug 05, 2016
I have talked about my 2016 return before, but since it strikes within less than a month, I wanted to go over it (abridged version).
So, my 2016 return features a partile square between Saturn/Neptune, with Saturn being conjunct the Vx. Also, the SSR Moon pluto makes a conjunction my Natal Pluto in Libra. Lately, with both Neptune and Saturn over my Mars/Uranus complex I have not been feeling well or motivated to do much of anything. Neptune will soon oppose my natal Sun. I have been out of school for an entire year just due to anxiety and confronting the prospects of actually entering into a career where I will feel very exposed. (Nursing) I have had bouts of projectile vomiting because of all this stress. Would this be a descent time to go back to school or should I put it off at least until next winter?
Re: Planning Around a return to School
Posted: Wed May 17, 2017 8:53 pm
by Venus_Daily
Danica wrote:Venus, what is your current place of residence?
Re: Planning Around a return to School
Posted: Wed May 17, 2017 8:53 pm
by Venus_Daily
Same place I listed here on the forums last time, at least for my return to school
Re: Planning Around a return to School
Posted: Wed May 17, 2017 8:54 pm
by Venus_Daily
SteveS wrote:Venus, what are our choices for residence, returning to school or not? Are you still living in Kingsville, Texas? You may want to list your birth data and residence(s) at the following link:
viewtopic.php?f=11&t=25
This will allow other astrologers on forum easy/quick reference.
Re: Planning Around a return to School
Posted: Wed May 17, 2017 8:54 pm
by Venus_Daily
Yes Steve, I thought I had listed it already.
Re: Planning Around a return to School
Posted: Wed May 17, 2017 8:54 pm
by Venus_Daily
I apologize for the confusion
9/4/84 11:44 pm. Kingsville Texas. I have not posted here that much because of the lack of energy, focus, etcetera.
Re: Planning Around a return to School
Posted: Wed May 17, 2017 8:55 pm
by Venus_Daily
SteveS wrote:Venus wrote:
I have had bouts of projectile vomiting because of all this stress. Would this be a descent time to go back to school or should I put it off at least until next winter?
Venus, the first thing you need to do is see a doctor now for the vomiting and to see if the doctor can offer a solution to reduce your stress in order to eliminate the vomiting. If you strongly feel going back to school will reduce your stress, and is practical, then yes, go back to school. The tight Mercury-Jupiter cnj in your next SSR is par-excellent symbolism for “learning or erudition.” You certainly see and understand the highlights of your next SSR.
Re: Planning Around a return to School
Posted: Wed May 17, 2017 8:55 pm
by Venus_Daily
Danica wrote:With transiting Saturn and Neptune to your natal Mars-Uranus, this is admittedly a rough period. But the coming SSR speaks about a year of liberation and refreshment: the Moon-Uranus opposition is in the foreground, across the Meridian (Moon being closer, 2*51' from IC, Uranus 08* 27' from MC) - the focus of the year is on things and events that in some way revolutionize your every-day patterns of behavior, especially regarding habituated emotional reactions, eating & sleeping patterns, relationship with own sexuality (both conscious and unconscious), etc.
The common denominator for both Moon and Uranus foreground in solunars is that they signify a time of marked Changes - prepare for continual shifting of circumstances throughout the year! Also, consider that this SSR, together with the transit of Saturn & Neptune to natal Mars-Uranus, is an "episode" in the wider personal experiential cycle, transit of Pluto to natal Moon (operative from March 15, 2015 till January 9, 2017).
So, regarding the question about going back to school this year, I'd say: go for whatever it is that you feel will make you more free! But don't try to make a "fixed plan"; be as open and adaptable as you can; expect periods of pronounced loss of energy and enthusiasm, even depression (t Saturn is leaving orb to nat. Ma-Ur conjunction on Oct.16, 2016; t Neptune is going to stay longer, until March 7, 2017 and will come back once again from Oct 13, 2017 to January 1, 2018); also, with Moon in SSR foreground, definitely expect greater-than-usual exposure of your private world and personality to the public; but don't let the prospect of that discourage you to pursue what you feel as a liberating path for yourself (be it continuing with this school, or something else)!
Re: Planning Around a return to School
Posted: Wed May 17, 2017 8:56 pm
by Venus_Daily
Thank You to both,
I have just been feeling physically drained that I doubt I can even attend school, which starts this month.
Re: Planning Around a return to School
Posted: Wed May 17, 2017 8:56 pm
by Venus_Daily
TheScales_BothWays wrote:Hey there Venus,
So you'll be having a lunar themed year after your next birthday.
One thing I should remind you is that you'll have your appetites aroused, and I mean your literal dietary appetite besides your sexual ones like Jim suggested in his interpretations. And also you'll be very receptive and sensitive to the outer world, sometimes fun, other times, not so much. Looking at your transits would give a better idea.
My 2014 SSR had Moon 1°20 from the IC, besides the usual year-to-year attendance of Neptune on the angles since I have Neptune natally angular.
In terms of physical strength, eat well to stay well! Dieting above one's limits will be detrimental. For my case, dieting made me have severe anaemia where my red blood cell count was around 6.2 — dangerously low for a person with my scrawny, weak physique— I risked death by suffocation and/or heart attack, thankfully I didn't even feel anything serious going on with me because of my sedentary lifestyle. A generous person's anonymous blood donation helped me in recovering.
Though I had to face some embarrassment as people and some doctors associated anaemia as a woman's disease (for obvious reasons) and my mum blabbered to everyone how I stubbornly dieted.
After the blood transfusion I was
waaaay hungrier than normal, gobbled up two plates of rice and curry every lunch (especially on school days) and felt physically stronger (okay maybe at least physically more able) — climbing up four flights (two per floor) of stairs to my classroom wasn't as tiring and breath-depriving as before.
Best part: I got my second growth spurt and grew 10 centimetres/4 inches taller (and I'm praying right now that it's not ending right now, 5'7" is for midgets!
)
Worst part: I gained 10 kilograms! Unacceptable!
(Though that could be partly explained by the t.Jupiter to r.Moon transit I had last year)
Generally a lunar year should make you reflect and react intensely to how everything else is going on in your world, and hopefully Jupiter's entrance into Virgo will relent your current "drained" situation, as you have Venus, Neptune, Jupiter and especially Moon in spoke signs, and Jup. will make a longer transit to your Sag Moon.
P.S. I wonder if my natally background Mars hinted my temporary blood disorder. (Technically, anaemia is a blood disorder — the most common one as a matter of fact.)
Re: Planning Around a return to School
Posted: Wed May 17, 2017 8:58 pm
by Venus_Daily
SteveS wrote:Scales wrote:
(Technically, anaemia is a blood disorder — the most common one as a matter of fact.)
Venus, I think Scales has touch upon a valid point here with your current heath condition. t. Pluto is cnj your Natal Moon. Your next SSR Moon 03,30 Lib cnj your Natal Pluto 05,42 Lib, which means p. SSR Moon will exact cnj your Natal Pluto early in your next solar year. Ebertin says about “Biological Correspondence” with Moon-Pluto symbolism:
The metabolism of liquids in the body, disorders of the blood.
When was the last time you had a blood test? It seems you are experiencing 'anemia' which is an iron deficiency in the blood.
Re: Planning Around a return to School
Posted: Wed May 17, 2017 8:59 pm
by Venus_Daily
Jupiter Sets At Dawn wrote:TheScales_BothWays wrote:
Best part: I got my second growth spurt and grew 10 centimetres/4 inches taller (and I'm praying right now that it's not ending right now, 5'7" is for midgets!
)
Worst part: I gained 10 kilograms! Unacceptable!
(Though that could be partly explained by the t.Jupiter to r.Moon transit I had last year)
Could also be explained by growing four inches.
You won't increase in height if you don't gain enough weight to support the additional height. The rule is, the body puts on the weight, then grows taller.
Re: Planning Around a return to School
Posted: Wed May 17, 2017 8:59 pm
by Venus_Daily
Thank You all for your responses
I will be getting bloodwork at the end of this month actually, my doctor believes there is something wrong with my intestines and it might be causing some weird anemic condition. Thanks to everyone about the advice on nutrition and taking it easy on my body. I guess with the Moon/n. Pluto conjunction, I am scared about the social aspect. I am extremely self-conscious about every aspect of my physical being. I don't know if it is the mutable moon, Leo sun, or Venus in Virgo (maybe all three). Natal Pluto in the foreground feels terrible unless there is some other benevolent planet transiting it.
Re: Planning Around a return to School
Posted: Wed May 17, 2017 8:59 pm
by Venus_Daily
Jupiter Sets At Dawn wrote:I think it's your Sagittarian moon currently afflicted by Pluto.
I also think if you're that upset, it's time to take yourself to a therapist. Even a couple of visits would be worthwhile. You're freaking out and you need help getting a handle on your feelings. Projectile vomiting would send most people off to the doctor asap assuming there was something big going on. That you attributed it to being upset means it's therapist time.
Re: Planning Around a return to School
Posted: Wed May 17, 2017 9:00 pm
by Venus_Daily
SteveS wrote:Venus, Bradley says about Moon-Pluto symbolism:
Pressure is brought to bear on the native. The nerves are affected. Situations arise that command the native to once and all make up their mind about something vital to their future and well- being.
So we can see/understand the Moon-Pluto symbolism in your charts is
timing nervous type situations.
Re: Planning Around a return to School
Posted: Wed May 17, 2017 9:00 pm
by Venus_Daily
Thanks Steve,
I am just very anxious about everything. With the Saturn/Neptune symbolism and everything I have heard about it, (including the benign manifestations), I am just so afraid of becoming a failure.
Re: Planning Around a return to School
Posted: Wed May 17, 2017 9:01 pm
by Venus_Daily
SteveS wrote:I understand Venus, Saturn cycles at times, times fear, but in order to win out over fear we have to face our fears. No one goes through life without failures, sometimes it takes failures in order to learn something important for our futures. Try to make-up your mind to do your best.
Re: Planning Around a return to School
Posted: Wed May 17, 2017 9:01 pm
by Venus_Daily
Jupiter Sets At Dawn wrote:You have to try before you can succeed. Not trying is failing. If you don't want to fail, you have to try. It's that simple. You can't just sit on your hands.
Sorry, but you have to understand that, especially under this aspect. Not trying is failing. You think you're failing even when you're doing fine. Deep breath, one foot in front of the other, stop thinking so much and get out of your head and into the world. You don't have to like it and you don't have to not worry about it, but you do have to do things anyway.
Another question, why are you so afraid of failing? Do you think somebody is going to dump on you if you try and don't make it? Tell whoever is talking in your head to shut up. And remember people who don't know you don't care whether or not you fail (unless they're getting graded on a curve, then your failing will make them look better.) In general, most people are way too busy worrying about how they look to everyone else to notice anything else about everyone else. And in general, life isn't graded, much less on a curve.
You don't need to answer my questions. They're for you to answer for yourself, or not.
Re: Planning Around a return to School
Posted: Wed May 17, 2017 9:02 pm
by Venus_Daily
Jupiter Sets At Dawn wrote:Did you see what Jim said about the current situation in LA with the smoke from the fires. Saturn-Neptune. I characterized it as instead of "blowing smoke" it was holding smoke. And that's what I think you're doing, Venus. You need a good stiff breeze to clear the smoke and I think you might find going back to school might be just the thing.
You know, if you go back to school and decide nursing isn't for you, you'll still have learned a lot, about medicine and about yourself. That's not wasted.
Re: Planning Around a return to School
Posted: Wed May 17, 2017 9:02 pm
by Venus_Daily
Aug 15, 2016
First, I wanted to thank everyone for their input or advice. I understand what everyone means with hysteria and smokeless fires; I guess when you are stuck in that frame of mind, it is difficult to gain emotional control. It is almost as if the ration side of your brain knows there is nothing wrong and the irrational side of your brain just says run, run and hide.
Jupiter Sets At Dawn wrote:You have to try before you can succeed. Not trying is failing. If you don't want to fail, you have to try. It's that simple. You can't just sit on your hands.
Sorry, but you have to understand that, especially under this aspect. Not trying is failing. You think you're failing even when you're doing fine. Deep breath, one foot in front of the other, stop thinking so much and get out of your head and into the world. You don't have to like it and you don't have to not worry about it, but you do have to do things anyway.
Another question, why are you so afraid of failing? Do you think somebody is going to dump on you if you try and don't make it? Tell whoever is talking in your head to shut up. And remember people who don't know you don't care whether or not you fail (unless they're getting graded on a curve, then your failing will make them look better.) In general, most people are way too busy worrying about how they look to everyone else to notice anything else about everyone else. And in general, life isn't graded, much less on a curve.
You don't need to answer my questions. They're for you to answer for yourself, or not.
I did answer a lot of those questions, those past few days, I registered last Friday on the 12th it was a terrifying experience, very much akin to making mountains out of mole-hills; I just freaked out even though nothing was wrong. I vomitted in the staircase and just had a minor meltdown by crying, but I still got through it and did everything I needed to do. I think I have a bit of social anxiety, my high school experience was never good. Women were very rude to me and made up terrible rumors about me, which made people think I was promiscuous. Then, after the rumors turned out not to be true, men treated me like crap as well. It was a no win situation, and I cannot believe it is still following me around. My adolescent situation just spilled over into myself esteem; I just do not feel good or perfect enough, and I feel as though someone might pick up on it and treat me the way I was treated as a teen.
Re: Planning Around a return to School
Posted: Wed May 17, 2017 9:03 pm
by Venus_Daily
SteveS wrote:Without a doubt Venus, your experiences you have described is layered into your Psychic from your partile Mars-Uranus cnj foreground in your 7th house of relationships in the sign Scorpio. Ebertin says about negative Mars-Uranus symbolism:
...strong emotional tensions, strains or stresses...the passing of a test of nerves, a struggle for survival...
I am not necessarily recommending you adopt my philosophy when it comes to what other people (relationships) think about YOU, but my philosophy/attitude when people are throwing fear down my throat into my gut is:
The Hell with what other people think about me!!! I just do my best and try to do right, being conscious of what I have to work with in my Natal Chart. Ebertin tells us every astrological symbol in our Natal's has the potential to manifest positive or negative and many times both positive and negative. Try to focus your mind on Ebertin's
positive for Mars-Uranus:
...the trait neither to be subdued nor to yield to other people's will, courage...achievements through an extraordinary power of effort/determination.
I know I make it sound 'easier said than done', but as long as you and I have known each other on this forum--you know I am only trying to help you overcome your difficult SSR.
Re: Planning Around a return to School
Posted: Wed May 17, 2017 9:03 pm
by Venus_Daily
Jupiter Sets At Dawn wrote:Good for you Venus.
You're no longer a teenager dealing with bullies. People in nursing school are too busy for high school games.
But if the vomiting continues take breath mints with you, and consider seeing a therapist. Probably wouldn't take more than a couple of sessions to learn some skills to calm yourself and stop the scary thoughts.
Re: Planning Around a return to School
Posted: Wed May 17, 2017 9:04 pm
by Venus_Daily
Thank You Steve and JSAD for your practical and helpful advice. I guess I just have to take things directly and hope for the best.
Re: Planning Around a return to School
Posted: Wed May 17, 2017 9:04 pm
by Venus_Daily
Jupiter Sets At Dawn wrote:Just take it easy on yourself. Nobody's going to be dumping buckets of blood till prom night anyway, so you have a long way to go before you have to worry about that.
Re: Planning Around a return to School
Posted: Wed May 17, 2017 9:05 pm
by Venus_Daily
Sep 10, 2016
I believe I had my first manifestation today involving my 2016 SSR.
First, I was at the grocery store, and this guy that I have a crush on, kept ending up the same isle I was in. This would be nice if I was a normal person without Venus in Virgo; I became very embarrassed around this guy, to the point where I felt like I had to get away, even though he probably didn't even notice me.
Then on the way home, as I was waiting for the train to pass, a young woman backed up into my vehicle, to say the least, I was angry. There was little to no damage, and no one was injured in any way.
The Symbolism for the Daily Solar Progression Chart:
Solar Sun (receiving a 45-degree aspect from Solar Moon) Square Solar Vertex (in Scorpio)
Natal Saturn on the Nadir
I think this is an echo of my Solar Arc chart, which currently has SA Saturn at the same position for my daily Solar Vertex, meaning it's squaring my natal Sun.
I was wondering, is the influence of the Vertex to place people in the wrong place at the wrong time, or the right place at the right time, depending on how you look at things.