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Hakim
Posted: Wed Jun 14, 2017 8:21 am
by hakim
Hi, I recently got a laptop. Been configuring it and getting it up to speed. Its an old one. Got Solar Fire. Been trying to configure it. I am going to post the chart here.
And the mundoscope.
The wheel design, I got from Jim which was posted on the solar fire tips section.
As for the aspects, only dynamic aspects are listed here. The orbs include all orbs from class 1 to 3, as per Jim's instruction. I did it for the sake of ease.
Rookie question, how to add the EP/WP points?
Re: Hakim
Posted: Wed Jun 14, 2017 8:41 am
by Jim Eshelman
Hakim, could you please delete the attachments and host these images offsite - say, on a cloud location like OneDrive - and link to them here? Attachments accumulate and add to my monthly storage costs.
Thanks.
Re: Hakim
Posted: Wed Jun 14, 2017 8:50 am
by hakim
Oh, okay, will do.
Re: Hakim
Posted: Wed Jun 14, 2017 12:03 pm
by hakim
Also, If I recall correctly, the moon-pluto aspect was wide or did I make a mistake somewhere.
It does fit my experiences regarding my mother. Nothing out of the ordinary just unusual. Not very close to her but I know she cares about me all the same. In short, if I have to describe it then I am glad I am getting to live without my mother's supervision. Always dreamed of it. She could be quite overbearing and excessive.
Even with all the problems I am really grateful it turned out this way.
Also the moon-venus aspect. I have read through the interpretation. What do you mean by not accepting "the full scope of one's feminity"? I mean how does it relate to me as a guy. I have been meaning to ask this question for a very long time. This question just hits too close to home. Quite honestly I have been quite moody as I was growing up. Hell, that has been the hallmark of my childhood. Also "blindsided by strong feelings", does it mean doing something irresponsible due to ones feelings, such as anger or sadness?
Any help would be appreciated?
Re: Hakim
Posted: Thu Jul 06, 2017 8:47 pm
by Venus_Daily
Not accepting the full scope of your feminity means suppressing certain traits or characteristics because they don't align with your physical gender. Not allowing yourself to be sensitive or not allowing yourself to be emotionally expressive or nurturing. If you don't deal with these traits, they will surface in other more destructive ways.
Re: Hakim
Posted: Fri Aug 11, 2017 10:06 pm
by hakim
Oh okay. Thanks for clearing that up, Venus.
As for the late reply, its been raining constantly and my house is flooded. Been spending majority of the time at a friends house. Got a net connection and laptop now.
Life is great
Re: Hakim
Posted: Sat Aug 12, 2017 3:13 pm
by mikestar13
hakim wrote: Fri Aug 11, 2017 10:06 pm
... its been raining constantly and my house is flooded. Been spending majority of the time at a friends house. Got a net connection and laptop now.
Life is great
I'm sorry about the flooding you went through, but glad to have you back with us.
Some thoughts abort your chart: you really need to consider sextiles and trines in a nativity (using dynamic aspects only is great for transits and lunar returns, for example). In your chart, the Sun's trine to your extremely tight Uranus-Neptune conjuction is of particular importance, making what would be a genereational influence more personal to you.
Moon sextile Venus further highlight the "feminine" theme. When we speak of "masculine" and "feminine" in astrology, we are using stereotypes. After all, a man can have strong Moon/Venus traits and a woman can have Sun/Mars traits as easily as the other way round. It's just that most cultures are less accepting of "feminine" men and "masculine" women.
In any case, both influences are strong in your chart, but the "feminine" is more easily expressed (more angular). So you may be perceived as a better friend or lover than a comrade-in-arms. Worse could happen. The challenge for your life (to the degree there is one) is finding the right dynamic balance between the energies, including learning which energy is more appropriate for you in which circumstance.
The single most striking aspect in your chart is your foreground Saturn square Pluto. Jim E.'s delineation of this is quite good, especially the "atlas complex". This is also Saturn's only major aspect within a 7.5 degree orb.
I also ran an astrolocality map (I used Janus, Solar Fire can do this also, I believe). This has your Saturn-MC line very near Tehran and your Pluto-Desc line running right through Baghdad. I would guess events in the Middle East have affected you more than average for someone born in Dubai. Just a guess, apologies if this touches anything painful for you.
I am a USA citizen who many times doesn't agree with my own government's Middle East policy. But regardless of who is more at fault for a particular tragedy, I think we can all agree there have been been too many tragedies in this part of the world.
Re: Hakim
Posted: Thu Aug 17, 2017 7:35 am
by hakim
Thanks for the wisdom, Mike. Much appreciated.
'Atlas complex' huh, as much as I remember its the feeling like you carry the weight of the whole world on your back. I suppose it was true back when I was in my teens. I should have handled it better. The things I know now. Oh well, live and learn.
Its true the Arab world has suffered much but trust me when it comes to countries like UAE, Saudi Arabia and its neighboring countries they are doing extremely well. Surrounded by luxury and opulence which are quite unbelievable. Still I felt stuck there. Glad to be out.
As for the Sun-Uranus/Neptune aspect. Never quite made sense of it. Don't really know how it affects me. Like what I should be looking for. Perhaps it makes me more spiritual or an interest in the collective unconscious. I do not know.
Even with my current situation I feel quite blessed. Staying at a friend's house whose family is really caring and supportive. Also keeping up with my meditation practices.
All is well.
Re: Hakim
Posted: Wed Sep 06, 2017 7:05 am
by hakim
Well its my birthday today. Time sure flies. Its odd though. I find myself flitting from one place to another like a nomad. I guess its just the process for finding ones place, literally.
Anyways, my fellow solunarians, I wonder what the year forward brings.
Re: Hakim
Posted: Wed Sep 06, 2017 7:15 am
by Arena
Well, Happy birthday! Hope it turns out well for you
Since you are living "here and there", we first need to know where you are living now?
Re: Hakim
Posted: Wed Sep 06, 2017 7:54 am
by hakim
Still in Narayanganj, Bangladesh. Living anywhere dry I suppose
Re: Hakim
Posted: Wed Sep 06, 2017 9:00 am
by TheScales_BothWays
hakim wrote: Wed Sep 06, 2017 7:54 am
Still in Narayanganj, Bangladesh. Living anywhere dry I suppose
LOL
Anyway, wish you a very happy birthday, Hakim! Hope you'll have a wonderful year ahead, regardless of what your SSR foretells.
By the way, here's your thread on your 2016 and 2017 SSRs
:
http://solunars.com/viewtopic.php?f=11&t=1444
Oh, and let me remind you again that my readings are/were very very basic and theoretical in the above thread, and may seem "fatalistic" (which of course, astrology is never not
).
Re: Hakim
Posted: Wed Sep 06, 2017 10:41 am
by hakim
its nice to read it with a fresh set of eyes. Time to take inventory.