Solunars by Aldebaran Sidereal Academy

2018 SSR has my nVenus-Uranus foreground. And as Steve said, partile mundanely.

First, a lifetime summary (I might edit and add as time allows).-I will tell you, from the beginning, I have been into weird, different, looking woman. I've come to think this more so by signs of incongruency. On the surface, people would question the types of people I've been with; like its odd pairings. But, its still conservative in a way. And I usually keep my love life more private; i don't tell people right away. I've always wanted to get it on in public places. I've fantasized from a very early age about the means to an end. The deed, not so much the playing house. In the last few years, I do want more of a 'real' or 'normal' relationship, but not at all costs. I prefer more, loose, open, spontaneous, no strings. But, if and when, the right one, comes along, I have been more routine and traditional. 3 'serious' relationships and a theme of uncommitted, wanting change.
Maybe a male testosterone thing, but I feel like I could, and maybe should, always try and put moves on unavailable woman. I think I maybe fill a niche, an escape, for some woman, from their routine. Like, lets just have a good time, but,I am sensitive and I do care about the person deeply.

Steve, it might help if you have specific questions

James wrote:

2018 SSR has my nVenus-Uranus foreground. And as Steve said, partile mundanely.
First, a life time summary (I might edit and add as time allows).-I will tell you, from the beginning, I have been into weird, different, looking woman. I've come to think this more so by signs of incongruency. On the surface, people would question the types of people I've been with; like its odd pairings. But, its still conservative in a way. And I've always wanted to get it on in public places. I've fantasized from a very early age about the means to an end. In the last few years, I do want more of a 'real' or 'normal' relationship, but not at all costs. I prefer more, loose, open, spontaneous, no strings. But, if and when, the right one, comes along, I have been more routine and traditional. 3 'serious' relationships and a theme of uncommitted, wanting change.

James, I appreciate your honesty, and I am going to elaborate more on your Natal Venus-Uranus cnj. Jim will be able to use better words than me, but I am going to fire away anyway. If I say anything you think is out of line or offensive in which you disagree, let me know and I will delete. First, look at the link below (bottom of this post), it is something that was given to me in 1977 from an astrologer in Chicago who was taught by a well-respected society in Chicago, at least this is what was told to me in 1977. I have found these keywords to relay fairly good symbolic meanings in my life with house meanings. This snapshot contains certain keywords for Natal 8th House symbolism, which is where your Natal Venus-Uranus is placed. Note the word ‘SEX’ and the ‘SIGN’ Scorpio. With what Jim and I have already posted about your N Venus-Uranus cnj this snapshot adds even further astrological symbolism with your life in a very potent- powerful manner pertaining to ‘SEX.’ When I saw this Venus-Uranus cnj in your 8th House in the Sign Scorpio, the first thing that jumped into my mind was: James may have some difficulties felt in deep psychological ways finding a partner who can satisfy his sexual desires for a long-lasting relationship. But when he is ‘getting it own’ in a ‘new’ relationship---well I think you understand what I mean. I can relate to 8th House Venus-Uranus symbolism in a sexual mode with my own life, and have deeper understanding about this combo than most, but nothing compared to your Venus-Uranus cnj. I know one thing related to my life and my Venus-Uranus (8th House) square related to 'SEX,' and that is when I experimented with erotic sexual expressions with my wife, a very positive transformation (kind of magical) occurred in my life. Have you ever experimented with erotic stimulants/expressions in your sex-life?

I can’t remember James, my memory is not what it use to be, but have we discussed re-location for you, and what happens to your Venus-Uranus cnj when we start moving you around the Country?

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I don't know. Sexual stimulants? Like natural aphrodisiacs, yes. I have taken Ginkgo Biloba, Asian Ginseng, Ashwagandha, and eating healthy, exercise. Expression? As far as being specific in what I want in the bedroom?
Relocation has been discussed. San Francisco, Seattle, Salt Lake City and such have it foreground.
My main theme, issue, in relationships has been the quantity of relationships, and feeling like I want more than one partner, or just a change. More than one partner is something I don't feel good about. The change is what Ebertin noted as inconstancy. I can say, I don't think I've experienced the best sex ever, but I have surrendered and had great sex. And orgasm I say is 'life and death'. I see it as sperm, egg, birth, life, but also, most of the sperm dies, and the feeling of orgasm I picture as being like the feeling before passing. So much heart and soul goes into the action, the sharing of souls, and pure passion, vulnerability. Naked, bare, primitive, simple, natural, home. That is also like life, and death.

James wrote:

Relocation has been discussed. San Francisco, Seattle, Salt Lake City and such have it foreground.

I though so. Yes, West Coast places your Venus-Uranus cnj near the MC of your relocated Natal. If the time ever arrives where you see it practical to move to West Coast, I think you would discover your Natal Venus-Uranus cnj more easily/freely expressed in ‘new ways’, in much more liberal thinking locations than Indiana. If you every get a chance to experience good sex with the right/willing partner, try light doses of Opium (if obtainable from trusted source), only in moderation.

If the time ever arrives where you see it practical to move to West Coast,

I like how you worded this. I wish I was there now but It is impractical at the moment.

try light doses of Opium (if obtainable from trusted source), only in moderation.

If I get the chance

James, if I could find my lost magic wand, I would wave it and you would find a true soul mate with a Venus-Uranus cnj in her 8th House--Sign Scorpio. Or, at the very least, the best sex you have ever experienced.