My natal chart- Help!!!

[Saya Otonashi]

Hello! Thanks for visiting my post!

I'm in quite a difficult spot since 2014.

[Jim Eshelman]

My birth data:
14 July 1996
06:12 AM (GMT 05:30)
23.2599° N, 77.4126° E

What's the name of the city? (I could reconstruct it if I had extra time.)

I'm not aware of a current time zone that has a 0:42 difference from GMT. Perhaps knowing the place will make this clearer. Have you modified the time, or is this as it was given?

[Jim Eshelman]

Thanks. To get things started, here are a few notes on the most important features of your natal chart. (This is not a balanced interpretation, just some notes. I encourage you to look up longer discussions of the same features in the Natal Astrology sections of this forum under Constellations, Angularity, and Aspects.)


Angular Neptune (Dsc 0°46')
Sensitive, vulnerable, feels strongly (tunes into others deeply, not always accurately; feels exposed, over-responsive). Naturally absorbs & mirrors others’ traits. Sympathy, compassion, empathy (or emotional drama, insecurity, easily hooked, betrayed). Lives in own reality, tenacious with own viewpoint, impervious to logic, passionate about what uniquely frames their view (forges perception of the ACTUAL from their concept of the IDEAL). Favors complexity over simplicity. Dwells within the unknown, choosing mystery over revelation.

Angular Sun (sq. MC 0°09')
Warm, friendly, generous, shining their light on the world (often in a paternal, possibly controlling, sense). Vital, assertive, confident (or acts it). Aware they have purpose (goal, destiny) they must seek, find, and actualize. At best: Is in charge of self & does well leading others (can be bossy, demanding, entitled). Needs centricity (attracts satellites; may expect others’ world to revolve around them). Drawn to proud, useful institutions. Instinct for immortality.

Angular Mercury (Asc, 2°55')
Alert, attentive, observant, strategic, analytic. Mentally sharp, hard to fool (knows more about you than you think). Little emotional affect, hard to read. Nervous (anxiety? worry? touchy?). Easily bored without regular mental stimulation. Good at precise, detailed work; naturals at handling business. Curiosity drives sexual choices as much as any other factor.

Mercury opposite Neptune (1°29')
Hyper-responsive to environment and perceptions, extreme sensitivity to sensory impressions (may include psychism). Magnifies trivialities, fixates on particulars (often perfectionists); thus, often uncanny memories. Loves puzzle- or problem-solving, often in fantasy modelling; gets much pleasure and psychological relief from fantasied problem solving. However, commonly avoids own real problems by obsessing over fantasy problems. Dreamers, story-tellers, can enthuse-enroll others and convince someone of almost anything. Many adapt readily to systematized thought-modes of math and science.

Moon in Gemini
Intellectual, curious, talkative (charming, engaging). Passions drive intellect & interests. Needs constant input. Attention & interests shifting, varied. Hyper-sensitive (psychic); touchy, edgy (irrational); withdraws, hides. Stability from companionship (does better paired). Needs approval, acceptance.

Moon square Saturn (3°46')
Proud, self-made. Dynamic, hardworking, persistent, self-driving. Encourages growth in others (expects them to do something worthy of their abilities). Usually emotionally reserved, private. Definite tendency (often unconscious) to seek total control of situations & relationships. Parent-themed issues (nourishment-deprivation, etc.) to work through. Judgmental (intolerant). Can be pessimistic, distrustful, little self-confidence, passive-aggressive, feeling inferior, anxious, depressed. Many enter religious or social work for mixed motives of service, self-immolation, and seeking control.

Sun in Gemini
Acute nervous system. Speed, rhythm, variety (dispersion). More reason than belief. Courageous. Egalitarian; rejects forced stratification: “What’s expected” often makes no sense to them. Play, youthful; needs affection, connection; feels loneliness deeply, often alienated. Music, arts, business. Mechanical, technical.

Mars in Taurus
Artists, musicians. Tender, responsive, humane. Mystic instincts attuned to love. Sexually attractive, romantic soul, sensual (sexually popular?). Women often tough, competitive, comfortable with assertiveness.

Mercury in Cancer
Mind strongly influenced by feelings (romantic, subjective, infused with imagination). Writing style leverages imagery. Edits, modifies, & embellishes ideas, polishing & rehashing. Planners, organizers. Gives insightful counsel.

Venus in Taurus
Gentle, kind. Feels intensely (moody). Lives in a romantic or fantasy world. Affectionate, devoted, desires tenderness, sympathetic. Eros dominates. Wants to enjoy love & all pleasure from its many forms. Devoted: friendship important. Indulgent, gratifies desires readily. Artistic-aesthetic. Graceful. Avoids harsh, vulgar, violent, painful.

[Jim Eshelman]

The practical question now seems to be: For a test May 5, 2019 with results available June 5, 2019, will you succeed?

For this we also need to know where you are currently living (city).

[Jupiter Sets at Dawn]

I'm removing the chart since it's barely readable, and incorrectly calculated or maybe uses a different measurement system than we do.

[Jupiter Sets at Dawn]

Where were you on your birthday?

[Saya Otonashi]

Btw, I don't celebrate my birthday.

[Saya Otonashi]

Am I really doomed?

[Jupiter Sets at Dawn]

People here don't spend all their time online. Most of us have jobs, school, families, other things to do. Trying to guilt people into answering you is likely to be counter-productive.

We also don't do fortune-telling here.

I'm really glad you changed your screen name.

[Saya Otonashi]

People here don't spend all their time online. Most of us have jobs, school, families, other things to do. Trying to guilt people into answering you is likely to be counter-productive.

We also don't do fortune-telling here.

I'm really glad you changed your screen name.

I understand no one has much time, I don't have either.

I honestly don't think I was trying to guilt people? I just came across sidereal astrology and it did click with me quite well.

Most of the things Mr. Jim said is very very true.

If fortune telling is not what you do, then I'm sorry for posting this here. You may delete this thread.

Thanks for the compliment though I never wanted to bring hard feelings about my name tbh.

[Saya Otonashi]

Locking this thread because I think I am being bullied just because I used a name I didn't know was so sensitive (it legit appeared on my keyboard after I typed Anne lol). No one knows about her in my circle tbh. I changed it yet I faced criticism.

I have seen other people get answers to the questions except me and afaik this isn't a paid website (I'll pay if it is) so the most plausible reason is bullying.

Saying that no fortune telling is done, while it's clearly being done on other threads is being rude tbh.

[Jim Eshelman]

I gave you a preliminary analysis of your natal chart immediately. The prognostic work you requested is quite complicated potentially - it could take a few minutes or a few hours and i wont know until i get into it. There's a good chance i can get to it this weekend, though i only have about half a day free. The dates you asked about are still sometime next year, so i didnt think there was a rush.

Besides that, i think some word meanings are gettung confused. When JSAD correctly said we dont do fortune telling, she meant in the sense of psychism, i think. We do, however, analyze different periods to see what the main influences will be in your life at different times. Astrology isnt fortune telling, it's data analysis.

[Jupiter Sets at Dawn]

Besides that, i think some word meanings are gettung confused. When JSAD corretly said we dont do fortune telling, she meant in the sense of psychism, i think. We do, however, analyze different periods to see what the main influences will be in your life at different times. Astrology isnt fortune telling, it's data analysis.

I also meant the kind of astrology we do, with it's emphasis on statistics and basis in fact, isn't fast or easy, and isn't likely to give a definitive yes or no answer. We probably aren't the kind of astrologers you're used to.
I put that badly, especially for a non-native English speaker (not that your English isn't very good!)

[Saya Otonashi]

I see. Im not a native speaker either so it can get messy

[Jupiter Sets at Dawn]

Hi, Saya. Glad to see you back.

We have your birthdata as:
My birth data:
14 July 1996
06:12 AM (GMT 05:30)
but not the place you were born, nor your current residence. We need both and whether you were at either on your birthday, or at a different place. Latitude and Longitude are difficult to use in our programs, so we'd rather have the name of the place, and the country.

Where are you getting the 6:12 AM? When you say GMT 5:30, it sounds like your birth time is either in local mean time, or you've done some kind of rectification. We'd prefer your actual birth time, if you know it, and the time zone, and if it's a rectification, what you started from. We'd rather work with the closest thing to actual data possible.

You were also asking about a test next year sometime, right?
We need the date and place for that, and the time if possible.
Also date, place and time if possible for when you expect to receive your grade on the test.

[Saya Otonashi]

The test is on 5 May 2019 (2 pm to 5 pm local time) in Mumbai, India.

Result is on 6 June 2019 (online).

[Jupiter Sets at Dawn]

Saya was having trouble posting so she sent me the rest of the birth data in a private message.

My birth time is 6:12 am (Indian Standard Time)
Indian Standard Time is 05:30 ahead of GMT.

Place of birth: Bhopal, Madhya Pradesh India

[Jupiter Sets at Dawn]

Jim gave you a run down on your natal chart. You deleted all the information about your upcoming event. What are you reminding us about?

[Saya Otonashi]

If you don't want to help, just say it.
I spoke with him, he said he would be helping me the weekend later. This was last year.

You already posted the information I sent through the message. Other information is there.

[Danica]

Saya, I believe JSAD was referring to a post that was here before but isn't any more, regarding your two upcoming events:

the test is on 5 May 2019 (2 pm to 5 pm local time) in Mumbai, India.

Result is on 6 June 2019 (online).

For us to get a context of your circumstances, and be able to anchor what we see in the charts to your practical reality when interpreting.

Also, for calculating the solunar return charts, we need to know your place/s of residing:
- on & around your birthday 2018 (this is the SSR chart that's in effect till July 2019, so covers the test & results period)
- during the results-arrival time

[Saya Otonashi]

Saya, I believe JSAD was referring to a post that was here before but isn't any more, regarding your two upcoming events:

the test is on 5 May 2019 (2 pm to 5 pm local time) in Mumbai, India.

Result is on 6 June 2019 (online).

For us to get a context of your circumstances, and be able to anchor what we see in the charts to your practical reality when interpreting.

Also, for calculating the solunar return charts, we need to know your place/s of residing:
- on & around your birthday 2018 (this is the SSR chart that's in effect till July 2019, so covers the test & results period)
- during the results-arrival time

I see. My bad.

I was at my residence in Mumbai, India on 14th July 2018.

Since I'm preparing for my exams, I have taken a break from my college and I'll be staying at my residence.

The exam is on 5th May 14:00- 17:00 hours Indian Standard Time. Consists of 180 questions worth 720 marks. 4 for right answer -1 for wrong answer .

The result will be declared on 5th June and I'll be at home till then.

[Saya Otonashi]

The test is on 5 May.

The results are on 5 June.

If I get a good score I'll leave my current college.

Thank you very very much! *Hugs*

[Saya Otonashi]

Saya, how did the test go?

Hello Danica!
The results are out and I performed TERRIBLY I am so ashamed of myself. Idk what to do now.. I don't see any other path as well. Wasted 5 years for nothing... Now I'm dealing with this newfound depression.

Anyway, thank you very much for your help. I appreciate it.

And I'm so sorry for troubling you and everyone else here because of my insecurity and anxiety.

[Jim Eshelman]

Welcome back, Saya. It looks like you've moved from India to the Netherlands. I hope this means that life has taken a good turn and you are doing well.

[Saya Otonashi]

Thanks Jim. How are you doing?

No, not really. Life is just as bad. Worse now, in fact. I'm still stuck in education woes. Lack of direction and worsening of relations with my relatives.

Now I've ended up with a bunch of psychological problems and I'm finding a good psychiatrist to deal with them.