SLR for the Outstanding Incident of my 2015 SSR
Posted: Wed May 10, 2017 1:39 am
Originally posted by myself on Mon Sep 05, 2016 12:23 am
All times of posting here and below are in MYT/UTC+8.
I remember Stevie saying recently (and even before that) that in the 13 lunar returns that reign over a the year of an SSR, a few of them may have excellent partile angular and aspect symbolisms that may manifest into outstanding incidents of our lives.
In this romantically hectic year, nothing's been more "outstanding" so far but the very meeting of my Dallas "ex-crush" (is that even a word, for God's sake) online on my 16th birthday.
I am serious. I was deeply moved and and affected by it. My life goals immediately changed into moving to Dallas, meeting him there and starting a relationship with him. I had my first butterflies in my stomach. And hopefully my SLR for that event will be a sound testimony of that.
Enclosed below are the charts for my SLR for the "event" (25/9/2015, 11:35:11 am, Klang, Malaysia), my 2015 SSR and my natal as reference. My birth details are here.
So, as you can see, my 25/09/15 SLR features the following:
-SLR Jupiter squaring the Ascendant 0°16'
-SLR Neptune conjunct IC 0°51' in mundo.
-r./SLR Moon opposes Venus 0°15, 0°03' in mundo
-r.Venus and s.Venus conjunct SLR Jupiter 0°12' and 0°19 respectively
-r.Venus and s.Venus also squares SLR Ascendant 0°29' and 0°46' respectively
-SLR Jupiter conjunct s.Ascendant. Jim's mund.pag Solar Fire page says that SLR Jupiter rises when Asc is at 14°59' Leo.
-r.Pluto conjunct SLR Ascendant. Jim's mund.pag Solar Fire page says that my natal Pluto rises when Asc is in 15°02' Scorpio.
So I believe this is fine symbolism to a meeting of a lover. Moon-Venus symbolises the meeting of a lover, Venus-Jupiter symbolises the joy and happiness of meeting him, Neptune intensifies, dramatises and over-romanticises it, and natal Pluto is there for my internalised shock and bewitchment of meeting him. Also, check out what Bradley wrote about Moon-Venus symbolisms in luminary returns, especially the opposition:
Notice that all the symbolisms here are partile. Oh, and as a curio, the SLR and SSR Ascendants partile 0°00' square each other.
Also, the occurrence of my 2015 SSR might've played a huge additional role in giving more partile hits and symbolisms. After all, this "event" did occur on my birthday.
Steve has also many times shared Jim's quote from his book, Interpreting Solar Returns:
-My transits
-My 2015 SSR
-My Venus return operating on that day, which started on that day too
-This SLR
And it seems so disappointing that he (my Dallas crush) never knew about this, as if I'm "cursed" or something. Also disappointing is that I lost interest in him now. His loss, truly.
I'm still thinking whether I'm cursed or it's karma from my past life (since I honestly AFAIK I wasn't and am still not against any couple or gay couple in this life) or anything like that with such magnificent symbolisms of this meeting of my crush and yet all the inhibitions and the eventual loss of interest.
P.S. What do you guys think about this SLR?
P.P.S. Sorry for the long post and also sorry for posting yet another topic about my love life.
All times of posting here and below are in MYT/UTC+8.
I remember Stevie saying recently (and even before that) that in the 13 lunar returns that reign over a the year of an SSR, a few of them may have excellent partile angular and aspect symbolisms that may manifest into outstanding incidents of our lives.
In this romantically hectic year, nothing's been more "outstanding" so far but the very meeting of my Dallas "ex-crush" (is that even a word, for God's sake) online on my 16th birthday.
I am serious. I was deeply moved and and affected by it. My life goals immediately changed into moving to Dallas, meeting him there and starting a relationship with him. I had my first butterflies in my stomach. And hopefully my SLR for that event will be a sound testimony of that.
Enclosed below are the charts for my SLR for the "event" (25/9/2015, 11:35:11 am, Klang, Malaysia), my 2015 SSR and my natal as reference. My birth details are here.
So, as you can see, my 25/09/15 SLR features the following:
-SLR Jupiter squaring the Ascendant 0°16'
-SLR Neptune conjunct IC 0°51' in mundo.
-r./SLR Moon opposes Venus 0°15, 0°03' in mundo
-r.Venus and s.Venus conjunct SLR Jupiter 0°12' and 0°19 respectively
-r.Venus and s.Venus also squares SLR Ascendant 0°29' and 0°46' respectively
-SLR Jupiter conjunct s.Ascendant. Jim's mund.pag Solar Fire page says that SLR Jupiter rises when Asc is at 14°59' Leo.
-r.Pluto conjunct SLR Ascendant. Jim's mund.pag Solar Fire page says that my natal Pluto rises when Asc is in 15°02' Scorpio.
So I believe this is fine symbolism to a meeting of a lover. Moon-Venus symbolises the meeting of a lover, Venus-Jupiter symbolises the joy and happiness of meeting him, Neptune intensifies, dramatises and over-romanticises it, and natal Pluto is there for my internalised shock and bewitchment of meeting him. Also, check out what Bradley wrote about Moon-Venus symbolisms in luminary returns, especially the opposition:
Now would you look at that.t. MOON aspecting t. VENUS
Opposition: "gay abandon, stimulation of the erogenous zones of the body under the tender pressure of a romantic opportunity, and temptations aplenty." "...more often than not represents temptations which appear unexpectedly and cause great tumescence, but which vanish quickly into the mist."
Notice that all the symbolisms here are partile. Oh, and as a curio, the SLR and SSR Ascendants partile 0°00' square each other.
Also, the occurrence of my 2015 SSR might've played a huge additional role in giving more partile hits and symbolisms. After all, this "event" did occur on my birthday.
Steve has also many times shared Jim's quote from his book, Interpreting Solar Returns:
So far, so many things have beautifully foretold my meeting of my Dallas crush, that it seems so fated and foreordained:It is when angularity and aspect partility coincide that outstanding incidents are most likely to come about.
-My transits
-My 2015 SSR
-My Venus return operating on that day, which started on that day too
-This SLR
And it seems so disappointing that he (my Dallas crush) never knew about this, as if I'm "cursed" or something. Also disappointing is that I lost interest in him now. His loss, truly.
I'm still thinking whether I'm cursed or it's karma from my past life (since I honestly AFAIK I wasn't and am still not against any couple or gay couple in this life) or anything like that with such magnificent symbolisms of this meeting of my crush and yet all the inhibitions and the eventual loss of interest.
P.S. What do you guys think about this SLR?
P.P.S. Sorry for the long post and also sorry for posting yet another topic about my love life.