The update
Posted: Sat Jul 11, 2020 2:20 pm
Hello, everyone
It's been a while because I've been so busy. The past 2-3 months or so has really been whipping my bottom. I've had a lot of good, weird, and bad things happen.
School has been going great, I have 2 semesters left after this summer. Hopefully, I can get into graduate school. I really wanted to try nursing for a while, but with the Corona, I think I may try and put my nursing degree toward grad school. In May I found out I became spontaneously pregnant sometime in late Jan - early Feb, which is strange for someone with panhypopituitarism syndrome, but I suffered a spontaneous abortion last month, probably due to the same disease. My mother has been recovering miraculously despite having a major stroke, but this past Thursday, I found out she has type II endometrial cancer, which is a disease seen in older, menopausal women. We don't know advanced it is, we're just waiting for a referral to the oncologist. I've been on quarantine from my boyfriend because he tested positive for corona. Thankfully, he is asymptomatic, but we decided not to risk it because of myself and my mother. Naturally, I'm very distraught, but I've been able to cope a lot better with things lately. I don't know if it's because I'm in school, or because I'm more tolerant physically. Also, something very strange happened on July 6th. Since about late March, I have been receiving calls at all hours of the day from a private number. At first, I thought it was a telemarketer, but then I had this strange feeling that I hadn't had since about mid-2007. So, on July 6 2020 at 11:08 PM I answered, and as it turns out, it was my ex that I had this weird thing with who was attempting to contact me. The guy who I dated from 2002-2008. I haven't spoken to him for years, and I've changed my number since then. He wouldn't tell me how he got my phone number, and I didn't really push it. We spoke for a few hours catching up, and he told me how he has dreams of me on a regular basis, which is odd because I always dream of him as well. I haven't been thinking about him that much consciously since 2012, but I still dreamt about him. He's been texting me a lot, but I've been kind of standoffish using my mother as an excuse. It's just strange, when we were dating, we both agreed that we had this strange psychic connection in spite of everything that happened between us. So, yes, my life is really strange right now. I went from zero men to being pregnant, miscarrying, and being courted by two men. I really don't know if there's been proven weird telepathy between two people before.
Anyway, also, all this made me realize how I want to have a baby. Next, I wanted to try invitro, but my next SSR isn't that positive. 2021's SSR is positive as it has Venus on the Vertex conj Mercury, but then the next potential good SSR's in 2024 and 2025 have major Moon/Venus aspects (conjunction & opposition).
Birth info:
9/4/84
11:44 pm
Kingsville, Texas. Yes, I'm still here, I spend a lot of time in Corpus Christ, but 40 miles isn't much of a difference.
It's been a while because I've been so busy. The past 2-3 months or so has really been whipping my bottom. I've had a lot of good, weird, and bad things happen.
School has been going great, I have 2 semesters left after this summer. Hopefully, I can get into graduate school. I really wanted to try nursing for a while, but with the Corona, I think I may try and put my nursing degree toward grad school. In May I found out I became spontaneously pregnant sometime in late Jan - early Feb, which is strange for someone with panhypopituitarism syndrome, but I suffered a spontaneous abortion last month, probably due to the same disease. My mother has been recovering miraculously despite having a major stroke, but this past Thursday, I found out she has type II endometrial cancer, which is a disease seen in older, menopausal women. We don't know advanced it is, we're just waiting for a referral to the oncologist. I've been on quarantine from my boyfriend because he tested positive for corona. Thankfully, he is asymptomatic, but we decided not to risk it because of myself and my mother. Naturally, I'm very distraught, but I've been able to cope a lot better with things lately. I don't know if it's because I'm in school, or because I'm more tolerant physically. Also, something very strange happened on July 6th. Since about late March, I have been receiving calls at all hours of the day from a private number. At first, I thought it was a telemarketer, but then I had this strange feeling that I hadn't had since about mid-2007. So, on July 6 2020 at 11:08 PM I answered, and as it turns out, it was my ex that I had this weird thing with who was attempting to contact me. The guy who I dated from 2002-2008. I haven't spoken to him for years, and I've changed my number since then. He wouldn't tell me how he got my phone number, and I didn't really push it. We spoke for a few hours catching up, and he told me how he has dreams of me on a regular basis, which is odd because I always dream of him as well. I haven't been thinking about him that much consciously since 2012, but I still dreamt about him. He's been texting me a lot, but I've been kind of standoffish using my mother as an excuse. It's just strange, when we were dating, we both agreed that we had this strange psychic connection in spite of everything that happened between us. So, yes, my life is really strange right now. I went from zero men to being pregnant, miscarrying, and being courted by two men. I really don't know if there's been proven weird telepathy between two people before.
Anyway, also, all this made me realize how I want to have a baby. Next, I wanted to try invitro, but my next SSR isn't that positive. 2021's SSR is positive as it has Venus on the Vertex conj Mercury, but then the next potential good SSR's in 2024 and 2025 have major Moon/Venus aspects (conjunction & opposition).
Birth info:
9/4/84
11:44 pm
Kingsville, Texas. Yes, I'm still here, I spend a lot of time in Corpus Christ, but 40 miles isn't much of a difference.
Welcome back Venus.