Black Piano wrote: Mon Mar 11, 2024 9:08 am
Hello, I am Dan/Black Piano
and this is my chart:
B-data: July 22nd 1983 (3:45p.m.) in Braunschweig, Germany. (Asc should be Libra 20 deg. or so in Campanus Houses)
Specifically, it's 21°41' Libra. Welcome to Solunars, Dan,
I am single, and sexless, and fruitless (almost no money) since 10 years ago (or so)
I am very tired of my life. I have been experiencing crazy electric shocks by evil ghosts since Oct. 2015
Your chart shows a tendency to struggle especially against social norms and others expectations - Sun square a Saturn-Pluto conjunction - though the rest of the chart shows a bright, personable, likeable fellow who perhaps has a very different sense of reality than most of the people around you.
Was there a significant life change about ten years ago? Something specific that happened and brought about these conditions? Or did them all start about the same time with no apparent connection.
I'll take some time and look at the conditions then and now.
As October 2015 began - starting with slow-acting longer trends - you were in the middle of solar arc Neptune to your Saturn (and, the year after, to your Sun). You also had directed Mars opposite your Ascendant. Despite the Neptune-Sun, I'd have expected the next year - late 2016 and continuing - to have been a much better year, with Sun-Jupiter and Jupiter-Moon directions, but late 2015 looks like conditions fostering insecurity, material trouble, dark moods, and perhaps violent events - generally tough times in both practical and emotional ways. (But I probably wouldn't have picked it as long-term because the next year was double-Jupiter. I guess I'd have been wrong.) - Though your secondary progressions bad Moon-Venus-Jupiter combinations (usually quite positive - very good times) there was a Mercury-Neptune progression that, again, suggests psychologically dark or disturbed times. (It's a mix.)
Transiting Neptune squared your Venus - usually some variation of "desire for an unobtainable love object." Saturn conjoined your Jupiter - not good for personal ambitions and things like status and money. One gets the idea that some event concentrated around this point involving the above themes.
You didn't say where you are living now (or where you lived then). If it was your birthplace, the your solar return had Pluto rising square Moon (dramatic changes in life conditions) opposite both natal and solar return Mars (involving various forms of conflict or hurt).
Want to share what happened?