I've decided I'm moving again
Posted: Thu May 16, 2024 8:17 am
Hi Jim. I'm moving to the metro D.C. area. My goal is to work in D.C. and live (preferably) in NOVA, but might also live in Maryland depending on housing prices. I don't regret coming to New Orleans because at the time I moved, I really did need a change in pace, like, to slow down, rest, heal myself, re-evaluate myself and my life, and work on myself, and I did that. I got saved and am closer to Jesus now, and that has given me peace and joy even in moments of unhappiness, and this change is more powerful than anything has made me feel in my entire life. I discovered a trauma release exercises to work on my anxieties, and I've been consistent at going to the gym. I got saved in 2022 a few months after moving here, but did not really get close to Jesus until March of this year. I also started my exercises in March too, and April is when I decided I want to move from here.
I'm very relaxed here, to the point I'm not ambitious, and it is not the kind of energy I want to be in for the longterm. I also feel invisible here. But I think it is the culture too? The culture is very laid back, and it is not very transplant friendly, and cliquey. I also feel like I'm judged when I speak because I sound different and "educated" and I'm different. That guy from Baton Rouge who kicked to the curb even told me I talk funny and that he is used to women who sound different and are different lol. Whatever dude. Bye. You don't have a job anyway.
So anyway, I do not regret moving here because I feel I received life saving, long lasting, impactful things I can take to my new life in a new place. I'm glad I moved here at the time because this is what I needed. Now I'm ready to move back to the east coast. I don't feel as confident, ambitious, focused, like I did on the east coast, and I do not connect with these people down here at all, whereas on the east coast, I connect with people deeply, and much easier. I miss that, and how confident and ambitious I was there, but I am a better person now, so I'm ready to go back, but not to MA. To the metro D.C. area where the weather is not as bad and where I can meet new people.
I have some questions whenever you have the time. What are my midpoints in D.C. metro area (nova and maryland too)? And what do you think of what I've said, like is it surprising or does it match the lines/transits/solar return?
Last question but is astrocartography considered astrology? I ask because Christians tell me I shouldn't do this but I thought astrocartography was more so science and mathematics since it's calculations and latitude etc., things that can be seen and that we know is there. But I'd love to hear your thoughts on all of this.
I'm very relaxed here, to the point I'm not ambitious, and it is not the kind of energy I want to be in for the longterm. I also feel invisible here. But I think it is the culture too? The culture is very laid back, and it is not very transplant friendly, and cliquey. I also feel like I'm judged when I speak because I sound different and "educated" and I'm different. That guy from Baton Rouge who kicked to the curb even told me I talk funny and that he is used to women who sound different and are different lol. Whatever dude. Bye. You don't have a job anyway.
So anyway, I do not regret moving here because I feel I received life saving, long lasting, impactful things I can take to my new life in a new place. I'm glad I moved here at the time because this is what I needed. Now I'm ready to move back to the east coast. I don't feel as confident, ambitious, focused, like I did on the east coast, and I do not connect with these people down here at all, whereas on the east coast, I connect with people deeply, and much easier. I miss that, and how confident and ambitious I was there, but I am a better person now, so I'm ready to go back, but not to MA. To the metro D.C. area where the weather is not as bad and where I can meet new people.
I have some questions whenever you have the time. What are my midpoints in D.C. metro area (nova and maryland too)? And what do you think of what I've said, like is it surprising or does it match the lines/transits/solar return?
Last question but is astrocartography considered astrology? I ask because Christians tell me I shouldn't do this but I thought astrocartography was more so science and mathematics since it's calculations and latitude etc., things that can be seen and that we know is there. But I'd love to hear your thoughts on all of this.