It isn't often, 50 years in, that I have an entirely new, "never thought that before" realization about the
fundamental meaning of something basic, like a given aspect; but I had such a realization over the last few days while starting to work on natal Saturn-Neptune aspects. (Caveat: Since I'm at the beginning of the Saturn-Neptune process, I may end up expressing this entirely differently before I'm through, especially if there is some deeper root idea that ties this into the other main themes of this natal aspect.)
As I ran my eyes down the list of people I personally know and have known with close hard Saturn-Neptune aspects, I noticed that the vast majority were marked, in a significant, pronounced way, by the some form of
removal (geographic or situational) - what I'm currently (lightly) summarizing as one or another form of
asylum or
refuge - seeking asylum, fleeing toward asylum, seeking refuge, creating sanctuary, or (in a small but distinct percentage) ending up in an asylum.
I searched through synonyms of these and related words and found a cluster of ideas floating around the sort of ideas I first developed (as a Tropical astrologer half a century ago) around the 12th house - the idea of removal or hiding in every sense from being private to being institutionalized, yet with more of a refugee / seeking refuge sense. Even the Kid Gloves womb idea serves us well here, because in many examples the asylum, refuge, sanctuary, haven seems very much like a protective womb in the sense of a personal "reality bubble" in which someone can live more comfortably, usually more peacefully.
A small (but distinct) percentage of Saturn-Neptune covers those of deep psychological disturbance or that require hospitalization for physical or mental illness, plus those (including some significant mass murderers) that need to be locked up and "institutionalized." But perfectly healthy people with this aspect close
typically go through something similar,
e.g., withdrawing from the world, going into hiding or exile, removal, expatriation, etc.
A few personal examples (no particular order, just how I come to their charts in my files):
- A friend (once a performing musician and effective office worker for a large corporation) who gradually wound down into high-functioning schizoid sickness, picked homelessnes, then serially lived in friends' garages and his car. (In fact, several other high-functioning people that I know have significant labeled mental illness that they effectively combat, live full, raw, functioning lives that nonetheless require a place or space of sanctuary in their live).
- Several people who "emigrated' from large, coastal cities to obscure, small places where they could become mostly lost and obscure from their prior lives.
- Various people who were deeply embedded in social or interest groups and then withdrew and "disappeared" so far as the group was concerned (even though they didn't really disappear).
- A teacher who retired away from the cities to a private spot two hours away to build a gardened home, a definite reality bubble in which to spend her last decades (and who had vivid past life memories of, and identification with, a notably exiled ancient British queen).
- A woman who lived her whole life in urban Southern California deeply connected with several professional and interest communities who, while on work travel in Missouri, had a horrible, disfiguring accident that nearly killed her and, after long hospitalization and recovery, met a fabulous man, settled back in Missouri in an obscure place and (among other things) started a porn business.
- Another friend from similar roots who, while very high functioning, always had deep demons and angel-devil battles in her psyche and, after some back-and-forth travel around the country, eventually settled happily with a husband in a heavily wooded home deep in northern woods.
Lots of examples in and around those types.
Among the famous (other than the mass murderers) we have many who stayed hidden and private like Harper Lee, who created and needed sanctuary like Betty Ford, who were elite, private, and removed like Hugh Hefner, who were literal ex-pats and exiles like Julian Assange (and Snowden has a 0°01' sextile!), a whole stream of popes (including the two most recent) and an extra saint or two who committed to a life of sanctuary and refuge.
I haven't yet found a single word or phrase for all of this, but the winding themes are pretty clear and consistent. Thought I'd spill my thoughts while they were fresh.