I made a very conscious decision to knock down all my defenses and instead of shutting down as my first reaction was in September, I decided to embrace this new love and I know he's doing the same.
You were wise girl, and Sidereal Astrology, particularly the Sidereal Solar Return, helps us to see/understand things that most astrologers don't understand.
Yes very true indeedJim Eshelman wrote: Mon Dec 09, 2019 6:58 am People deeply in love (and deeply in sex) give off an aura - maybe chemical, maybe just energy - that makes them a magnet for this kind of thing.
Of course, Venus doesn't hurt
I wonder if I can possibly use that for something 
. Here's a full breakdown of the SLR February 2, 10:11:47 AM CST, Tambor, CR. It's simpler than most. The foreground Jupiter transit to your Uranus (close ecliptically, closer mundanely) seems to speak a lot to your adventures; and you have a benefit of the same sort of hidden Moon-Sun mundane aspects that started this new relationship in the first place. Arena, what you have been describing with your lunars is by far the best example I have ever seen documented "live" in the field of Sidereal Astrology which describes the following words by Donald Bradley from his book Solar & Lunar Returns:In particular, I see your benefit lunars (including relocated lunars) being 'subservient' to your Natal Venus 180 Natal Jupiter falling on your 'preceding' SSR Horizon, as "the major occurrences foreshadowed" in your current SSR. With your Natal Venus 180 Natal Jupiter manifesting Ebertin's 'Principle' for:Lunar returns, while more powerful in immediate effect, are subservient to the preceding solar return. Therefore, we must look to the lunar return for proof that lunar returns usually “time” the major occurrences foreshadowed in the annual chart.
The joy of love, happiness in love.
for you.Thank you Jim. Yes it looks beautiful - and then the added Jupiter on n. angle. But also true that there are some unpleasant ones as well. I suspect that to be dealing with my ex as I'm now wanting to have a final closure with him, do the official separation and financial closure. I know he will show me anger and resentment as he has been doing for months now.Breakdown of your SLR February 29, 2020, 11:41:04 PM UT, Reykjavik, Iceland. Look at that beautiful 0°00' Venus transit to your Sun right on the angles!. (OTOH the non-foreground partile aspects can't be entirely pleasant.)
Thank you so much. Very true Steve. It's wonderful to experience love like this - but at the same time there is the shadow of a painful separation - mostly from the children and the idea and perhaps dream of a family that I had. I believe this shadow is expressed in all those Saturn aspects - Saturn-Pluto, Saturn-Uranus and Saturn-Neptune that have shown up in my transits.With your Natal Venus 180 Natal Jupiter manifesting Ebertin's 'Principle' for:The joy of love, happiness in love.
"Timing is Everything!" And to realize you had to go through the pain of your break-up with your ex to get to this Natal Venus-Jupiter gain destined for your life as promised by your Natal Chart. So
Yes, I understand Arena. We probably all have our shadows pertaining to different types of love relationships being broken. Mine was with my father. When children are involved--its a tougher situation.Thank you so much. Very true Steve. It's wonderful to experience love like this - but at the same time there is the shadow of a painful separation. But I let the love and happiness rule my days, my moods and my being now.
Hey againJim Eshelman wrote: Thu Feb 20, 2020 9:35 am Breakdown of your SLR February 29, 2020, 11:41:04 PM UT, Reykjavik, Iceland. Look at that beautiful 0°00' Venus transit to your Sun right on the angles!. (OTOH the non-foreground partile aspects can't be entirely pleasant.)
t Uranus on Dsc -6°33'
t Venus on Dsc -1°39'
r Sun on MC -1°39'
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t Pluto sq. Asc +0°07'
r Uranus on Asc +7°34'
-- t Venus sq. r Sun 0°00' in mundo
-- t Venus-Pluto sq. 1°10'
-- t Venus-Uranus conj. 4°55' in mundo
Other Partile
t Neptune sq. r Saturn 0°02'
t Mercury sq. r Neptune 0°22'
t Mars-Neptune sq. 0°53' in mundo
And I suggested we should go to Belgium in the spring to see the cherry blossoms since I really love them and he's never seen them... and then we could also see the tulip and flower fields in Holland while driving from Amsterdam to Belgium. I believe these harsh unpleasant aspects are manifesting in the behaviour of my ex towards me and my need to try my best to cut all communication with him except what is necessary about the children.Other Partile
t Neptune sq. r Saturn 0°02'
t Mercury sq. r Neptune 0°22'
t Mars-Neptune sq. 0°53' in mundo
I want to keep the flame and the pink cloud alive for a while. On March 9th I wrote a little/short love song/lyrics for him and asked him if he could maybe use it to make some notes to it for it to become a song. And then I wrote another full love song lyrics on March 11th. Just some lovely poetic expression of my love for him and the time we met."When the Sun and Venus together transit the... angles... it promises an agreeable time, rather flattering to the native. Under such a transit, there is an excellent chance for the native, should he be so talented, to win a prize at a musical festival or at a dance or the like. Here Venus symbolizes the nature of the entertainment, and the Sun the compliments showered on the native."
(Also very fitting with the Moon-Venus conjunction as it is expressing love). Either way, a mild but favorable symbol for "connection" or "association."I missed one LR in this thread. But this one I posted in April turned out to be just a continuation of love and joy, writing more songs with my love and enjoying each other's company and having great sexThe next SLR is setting up in Rvk on April 24th. A quick look shows the most important vibes of the month to be an angular Mars, 2,14° above SLR DSC. What kind of Mars? Well, it trines t. Venus which falls partile rel. ASC in Rvk so it is about sexual/sensual/physical/passionate love making I guess. The SLR ASC falls almost partile 1.06° from n. Sun which should give a positive "shine" of some kind to myself. The angular Mars aspects a few natal planets, opp n. Mer, sq n. Moon, trines n. Saturn and Uranus.
T. Jupiter is exact on n. Nnode and Ebertin says it means good and harmonious relationships with other people, meeting other people half-way and a probable manifestation is "entering into advantageous associations, getting engaged or married, the gain of advantages in business together with other people, the good luck to find a good partner." BTW, t Nodes are also partile n. Jupiter so this is a double aspect this month.
The tropical lunar return shows t. Saturn partile the DSC (exact on the DSC ecliptically) and t. Venus almost partile the EP - so the Mars-Venus aspect also comes to the fore with the tropical return, but a rather depressing Saturn as well (sq. Sun).
(Since I'm now living with a new man his returns will most likely colour my life and his April return has t. Venus on MC and t. Moon on IC concurrent angularity within 5° from angles and t. Nep just outside the 5° mark on DSC).
So very much in line with the above. Although I do not see where the The Jupiter on Nnode puzzles me - but I think it may just be the love relationship developing and becoming deeper and deeper. Although we did have a little misunderstanding on the last day of that LR that resulted in me taking off on my own and actually considering leaving - but it broke my heart to even think of it and then when I talked to him to ask him to help me to understand, then the misunderstanding was totally cleared followed by a declaration of deep love and commitment. And with Neptune's involvement it has simply been "a dream come true" for both of us (so far at least). She does things with a bash and style Even their father seems to be finally coming to his senses to want to compromise - or at least I hope so, although I don't trust anything from him until he actually signs the papers. I did have to have some fights with him as I put forth my suggestions for a compromise with our children... but now as he has thought about it all it seems like he will finally agree on my approach which actually takes all points of view into account, the kids', mine and his. He hasn't signed yet though. Well well well, this is certainly a bag of very mixed feelings, but the most prominent though are of love and joy. Joy and love continuing with my great love story and his devotion, generosity and support for me and my children. I feel blessed and lucky to have him in my life and to experience this depth of love. It's wonderful to experience that at the same time as having to deal with such difficult things with the kids' father which I believe is represented by the Saturn and Pluto heaviness here and the T. Saturn partile the natal Nodes. Although things are very uncertain now and I'm not even sure if my son is starting school here next week or if he's going back to his father - I take it all with some kind of inner strength and serenity.August 11th:
Saturn and Pluto closest to the LR angles, on each side of the SLR EP.
T. Venus is the only planet in the foreground in PV mundoscope 9,29° above DSC.
T. Jupiter partile 0,30 n. MC
T. Venus 2,09 from n. ASC
N. Nep 2,44 from SLR ASC
T. Sat partile n.Node
T.Node conj n. Venus
T. Sun partile sq Moon 0,33° and partile n. Mer.
So this LR just started and I feel good. The planetary configuration looks very good for this month and I'm looking forward to all this joyful loveSeptember 8th:
T. Sun 1,18° on IC
T. Ven 1,47° below ASC
Sun-Venus partile square in mundo and they are both partile the ASC and IC in the ecliptic chart.
T. Jup almost partile n. MC
N. Sat conj SLR EP
A few months back we made a love song together that we call "Joyful love" - so maybe this is a good month to record the song. I'm so really deeply enjoying music now and listening to it all the time, listening to lyrics, to the melodies and I am in wonder all the time, I truly am amazed how human beings are able to make music. I think it is magical how deeply it is able to heal and affect us humans. We sing along, we dance like puppets, we cry, we feel, we heal with music. It's magical! t. SUN & t. JUPITER
"This is probably one of the best dual transits that can occur, and falling on a [return] or quotidian angle brings honor, prestige and distinction, but not necessarily money. (Although several students of sidereal astrology have tempted Dame Fortune by gambling heavily, when such a configuration fell on the angles of their current lunar return, and won substantially). Falling on the angles of royalty, prime ministers and the like it enhances their position immensely.
with transiting Venus partile your Neptune, I regret to inform you that you are likely to remain deliriously love-drunk <g>.
I did count the foreground Mars (Class II angularity, 6°25' above Dsc). This is stronger than the Mars-WP contact which isn't as close as it looks: EP-WP contacts are measured in right ascension. Mars' RA is 23°20', that of WP is 20°56', so Mars is 2°24' from the angle (Class III: maximum orb 3°, preferred orb 2°).Arena wrote: Thu Oct 01, 2020 3:20 am I see you're not noting the EP/WP ... Mars is almost partile the WP and since it's closely squaring both Saturn and Pluto I'm guessing it's not a very pleasant Mars this time around
It could just mean there is conflict and she enjoys it. For most people enjoying it means a favorable outcome, but many people enjoy the maneuvering and strategy, and maybe the actual combat, and the outcome is a few months down the road.Jim Eshelman wrote: Thu Oct 01, 2020 7:22 am so, while the angularities are quite positive, the strongest energies are indeed struggle and combat. Presumably this means there is conflict and you emerge triumphant.
It could just mean there is conflict and she enjoys it. For most people enjoying it means a favorable outcome, but many people enjoy the maneuvering and strategy, and maybe the actual combat, and the outcome is a few months down the road.[/quote]
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