Love as a State of Being

[abby]

A while ago, I made some posts about a boy in my life who I am absolutely head over heels in love with. About a month ago, he made me his girlfriend, and since then, I have only fallen impossibly deeper in love with him every single day. I couldn’t understand how deep it was or how incredibly strong I felt until I let myself feel it completely; I did not even realize how much I was holding back over all those months of being close to him, but not in a relationship with him. When I didn’t have to repress it or worry about finding someone else anymore, I found that I had more love for him than I ever even knew.
In fact, he told me he has never known of anyone loving so hard, which was surprising and interesting to me, because i am only one of many, many girls who have fallen deeply in love with him before - girls so in love they would die for him in their devotion.
He pointed out to me that what is different about my love is that it is not just something I feel; for me, love is a state of being. Everything I do reminds me of my love for him; every move I make, every thought I have, my love for him echoes through it. Every day, I feel like I overflow with it, and everything I experience, my love for him is a part of it. It is so bottomless that it’s difficult to explain. Nothing in my life matters to me like this love does, nothing comes even close or ever has come close to dominating my mind and heart so totally, and I want nothing more than to give myself up to him mind, body, heart, and soul.
It’s got me wondering about what in my chart could be amplifying my love so greatly. I know my angular venus is a clear factor, but many girls with angular venus have loved him before, and he still maintains that he has never seen anything like this, like my love.
He often says that if there were a love olympics, I would win gold.
What in my chart could be causing me to love harder and deeper than anyone else?

[Jim Eshelman]

So... your "customized" Solar Return is performing OK?

[abby]

So... your "customized" Solar Return is performing OK?

haha! i’d certainly say so mr. E, I feel like I’m in heaven

[Jim Eshelman]

I wouldn't have picked this out of your chart in the way that you report it... which is fine, no need to pick over words.

I would pick you as a particularly loving person - an exalted Venus is your only foreground planet (plus Moon in Libra shouldn't be overlooked entirely). Your Aquarius Sun is particularly unconditional in how you relate to people, so a fundamentally loving nature and this Aquarian trait would pair well.

That your Venus is in Pisces suggests a certain style of Venus expression. You may want to look up how that's described to see if it fits.

Just some thoughts.