What’s going on?

[easternsun777]

Ever since October of last year I’ve felt off lately. I feel as if I’m going through some sort of transition but I can’t quite put my finger on what it is or why. After the first couple weeks into January I felt something break loose and I’m starting to feel more like myself again. Sorry for being so vague but it’s hard to explain what exactly I am feeling. It’s not depression or sadness or anything like that. It feels like growing pains even though I’m already 30 lol. Anyways, can anyone help and look at my chart to figure out what might be going on through a astrological perspective. Thanks in advance!

DOB:
October 20th, 1990.
Boca Raton, FL. USA.
4:30 pm.

[Jupiter Sets at Dawn]

Where were you on you birthday?
Where were you when these feelings started?
Where are you now?

[easternsun777]

I spent my birthday at home with my GF. My parents came over to drop off a cake and some food. These feelings started when i was at home. Idk if this is important but my current home location is plantation, Florida. I am currently at home.

[Jim Eshelman]

First, you turned 30 three months ago. That's reason enough - astrology aside - to think that the old is gone and the new is starting.

But, to get back to astrology, let's start with your transits. Transiting Pluto is right on top of squaring your Venus. This means you're in the middle of a two or three year period that transforms the loving, pleasurable, and esthetic side of your life. Important relationships form out of the blue, old ones expire, the whole Venus landscape changes.

Pluto is also starting to move in on your Mercury. The next couple of years will enkindle the same kind if dismantle-and-recompose process to the structure of your intellect and how your mind holds ideas.

Meanwhile, you're in a year with a rather extraordinary feature in your Solar Arc directions. SIMULTANEOUSLY, directed Jupiter just crossed your Descendant in the last month while directed Pluto is about to cross your MC. This is a huge deal. It can change your reality but more likely changes your fortunes (and certainly your belief structure). Unless you have some serious ethical gaps in the recent past, this transition is probably positive in terms of position, title, and fortune. Otherwise - if you haven't been on the right side of ethics and the law, you're likely to be taken down.

Your "year chart" - the solar return that began on your birthday - has a Moon-Venus-Neptune T-square worldwide, which tends to blend imagination and esthetic, or idealism (rightly or wrongly founded) in matters of the heart. For your home in Plantation, your natal Moon-Pluto rises, though which - to keep matters simple - repeats some similar themes to what I've said above about the Pluto transits.

In terms of your exact question, I think the Pluto transits to your Venus and (soon) Mercury is what feels like there is a disturbance in the Force and matters are rearranging. The rearrangement is in your own subconscious patterning as a template for how your life is rearranging around you.

[easternsun777]

Thank you Jim for the analysis. The solar arc directions I think really hit the nail on the head. Part of my belief system has seem to completely flip in the last week. It’s quite startling but also I feel an odd calmness. The whole analysis of my natal chart honestly is spot on and it expresses what I could not in words.

I have rekindle old relationships and started new ones just in the last month or so, my political beliefs did almost a complete 180,

I hope fortune wise I pass the bar exam this upcoming February that would nice lol.

So if I understand correctly these changes and feelings will last throughout the year?

[Jim Eshelman]

Shorter term charts will shift tides throughout the year. Lunar returns, for example, roll over trends every two weeks. Transits are constantly shifting. So expect a lot of shifting (the rotating of the gunas, so to speak); but the biggest wave at the moment is what I mentioned above.

[easternsun777]

Well, I am going to ride those wave and embrace the changes and whatever else is to come! Thanks again.

[Danica]

EasternSun, consider also that this is tr Pluto to nat Venus in a chart with both Luminaries in Libra!

[easternsun777]

Interesting, so would my libra qualities be thrust forward more?

[Jim Eshelman]

Interesting, so would my libra qualities be thrust forward more?

No, I wouldn't put it that way. It's not in the spirit of the Tropical sort of thinking, "Venus rules Libra so this thing affects your Libra."

It's more like: This kind of transit to your Venus would affect the psyche of anyone quite a lot. As a Libra, you're one of the three types most sensitized to the Venus part of your psyche, so rearranging this specific part of your psyche is likely to impact you more personally and perhaps more fundamentally.

[easternsun777]

Ah ok that makes sense. Could this account for an expansion of compassion and love I have been feeling? FYI I was always a bit more of a libertarian in my beliefs. But now I am moving towards a more caring and understand belief kinda of like “rising tide lifts all boats” ideology.