New place, new thoughts.

[Jim Eshelman]

Aaaaaagggghhhhh.It sounded great.

[Soft Alpaca]

I was told I wasn't qualified I may have been slightly under qualified but the last person who filled my shoes couldn't event plan weddings which I feel some what comfortable with. I'm sure it's a personality issue as well, I'm not often well liked and I'm very much ok with that. Not everyone likes crazy.

[Soft Alpaca]

Yup the joys of being young and manic depressive lost me another job and I actually really loved the owners both but I messed up (I blame myself solely but it started over someone bringing a can into our bar).

Not in a great place truck is also broke. I'm back in Mechanicsburg PA. I grew up rather conservative and as a mixed non-hetero person I'm seeing the Mason Dixon fall in line again real time (with Maine, Montana, Alaska, and Kansas vs Texas, and even blue states in the south like Louisiana and Georgia). (Hot take but Georgia is a super blue state like Illinois, West Virginia, Virgina and DC who have voted this way very frequently through history).

I may be a Hanks (Lincoln) but I'm Native too I don't need another Civil War (which my black family already helped win imo) on top of the ignored Colonialism that is taking place at the moment. Though war bolsters the economy. I'm not aming on being a radical either I'm just speaking the echos of the Appalichia.

Anyone actually watching outside their homes as cartel lords are taking the streets and China and Russia are going back to the times of Colonial and Imperial-ism. Not to mention the deadly effects this cold winter is going to have after this boiling summer- I mean this both in terms of weather and literally.

[Soft Alpaca]

On a lighter note (but far more massive) has anyone seen the pictures taken of Jupiter recently. Absolutely Stunning.

[Soft Alpaca]

https://bigthink.com/the-well/tribalism ... ot-tribal/

absolutely fascinating to me as a libertarian who argues for the individual as the key. Like Bruce Lee I have a linking towards martial arts however I think the similarity goes further, I believe in the intake of breath. The personal control of heart rate through breathing, and that those individuals who survive are the fittest and they live in dispite of society or even to spite it.

I'm coming to understand the duality of my sun sign as well. The word Jim uses "compliance" is actually in my opinion - consent. The whole theme of Sagittarius being in consent of society or bending to society is actually to fit their own consent, leading often like Hitler to their own karmic (and in the case of Scorpio types explosive) destruction after years of non-consensual behavior. The horse half of the sign will run, when society changes they will plow through and take new rolls, these lay inbetween criminal and clerical and are always self suiting or ivory building. The influence of the Tribe is very much there, also the idea behind the pulpit. It also reminds me of the Roman men and soldiers who are alive lat the time consent was changed past 14 in Rome, and the Catholic Church came to be in Rome, they were the first to jump up to be the leaders of those of that same very age..