Here's the interpretation of the aforementioned transit given in this forum:
Right now tr. Neptune's just 3 degrees away from exactly squaring my natal Pluto.A deep-rooted psychological evolution is occurring for you. These changes in your window on life and fundamental philosophical orientation are taking place under the surface, perhaps not immediately visible to you or those around you. In reflective moments you will begin to notice that you are thinking about things much differently than before, that even the physical details of the world around you look different. At other times you may simply feel withdrawn, a little uneasy, "not all there," distracted. Quiet, introspective self-examination is a fruitful activity for you right now, as you silently restructure attitudes and priorities to initiate a new era of your life.
IN BRIEF: Deep-rooted psychological evolution. Changes occur in your basic views of life, purpose, and reality; but may not be outwardly visible. Introverted, restructuring attitudes. Spiritual growth.
I agree I may have changed but I don't think I've entirely changed (?). Some things went away, some things came in, and some things stayed but become more apparent.
Okay wait I noticed this is the third time Neptune's squaring my Pluto. One happened last April, another happened (while Nep. was in retro) at August. In fact Neptune turned retro while it was still considered partile conj. Pluto.
So the main "changes" that happened last year to me were:
Being more social (in correct words, wanting to be social with others even more, esp to those who have a great conversation together)
Confirming my homosexuality, and then later acknowledging that I'm "emotionally attracted" to women anyway,
Liking to get responsibilities and get the perks of it, esp the perks ofresponsibilty. (I was the class monitor last year, I manage the whole of my class, and got some perks. There were some cons, but they weren't so depressing and such for long.)
Desire to be (and look) better in terms of lifestyle and appearance, but I've put it under the burden of the future.
Now, I don't think the changes are so on the good side, but there are some good changes,
Desire to look better is magnified, but usually for my future partner, not for myself.
I find myself beautiful at times (no it's a different type of feeling from vanity), which makes me feel better that I'll look good for my would-be.
Though I think those above effects are more to my tr.Netune opp. Venus transit?
Bascially the same things above, but nowadays I'm not so close to my immediate family, even though we live at the same home. I'm just thinking them (esp my parents) as my "raisers" instead of my parents. My plans of my future don't include them. Arrogance in play here?—they do call me as "arrogant", but I consider arrogance as "deadly". I guess I'm more to "rebelliousness" ? Not the typical teenage rebelliousness, but more to the "leave me be, I know what to do, but that doesn't mean I don't want you anymore" type.
I'm fine and have the same feeling of fondness with my extended family though.
Also, I've delved into western astrology when tr. Neptune was about 2 degrees from natal Pluto.
The main question is, are these the normal/expected experiences when one is in a transit like mine? Right now I'm just wondering what am I doing with my life right now, I don't want to fail miserably in it, and I don't want to repeat my parent's lives. Not that they've failed miserably too, but I know they could've done better. I'm not blaming them though, esp. on this matter.
I'm also afraid that Neptune will disappoint me, someday, some way, with it's high idealism and hopes.